Shoot a message ;) if there's any interest. Life's complicated, huh? How does a per balance their peral happiness with not wanting to hurt another? At one time she said it was ok to explore. That didn't hold up. I've kept the membership and now I'm going to see if it can bring any fun, enjoyment or happiness. I'm fine with making friends. I have NO expectations at all. At the same time, I'm getting quite frustrated and might be willing to explore more than originally planned.