Im a chunky pretty 37 year old female looking for dominant alpha males . Im in a bad marriage where I have never really been touched by my husband and this is my first time spreading my wings. No couples, no married men please! No FWB!! I'm looking to make a connection with somebody long term. I have been ghosted twice so no more games. No married men catfish, no Catfishes! Send me a photo of you. So I'm crazy! Bi polar and zaney, never violent, but can be manic. I need a handler I feel lost at times. Someone else needs to monitor me and try to keep me healthy and happy as I don't know what I'm doing or what I need. I will follow. I also am going deaf and am hearing impaired. I read lips quite well and still have some hearing left for now. I need someone to protect me from the world. I have a lot of challenges but I'm so worth it and whomever I choose will be loved hard and I'm putting myself in your hands, I need a handler and daddy. More than a partner. I have lupus and autoimmune inner ear disease and a few others, basically I'm enveloped I'm an inflammatory autoimmune beast. I'm a CHILL laid back stoner girl. I like the sub life but don't want it as hard outside the bedroom, always exceptions ya know.

My Ideal Person I'm not sure. Not looking for pig men. I guess I only want to be disrespected in the bedroom and loved outside of it. I've been in a bad marriage and with the same man since I was 16 years old. He's done very bad damage to me and my psyche and self-esteem and let's just say I spent my whole life chasing my own husband. I'd love a man to want me and to feel what that feels like to be wanted devoured owned and loved and cherished.
I'm looking for my handler. My daddy, my master, my one. My love. I like restriction and force more than being a complete sub. I'm quirky and funny and have a huge great personality.
I'm an artist, furniture artist.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Fetishes, Light Bondage, Hard Bondage, Spanking, Role Playing, Slave/Master, Voyeurism, Handcuffs/Shackles, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Blindfolds, Leather, Latex, Massage

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Sexual experience, Physical attraction, Same/similar fetishes, Experience in a certain role (top/bottom; master/slave), Sexual appetite, Willingness to freely discuss and try anything

Have you ever had cybersex?:
No way. I only want skin on skin.

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