I want to seduce someone into doing things they secretly wanted to try. I'm a sexually secure, somewhat shy woman with a need for someone who appreciates the unique characteristics I'm bringing into their bedroom and possibly their lives. Being the first girl born into my family in seventy years, Shaped my sexuality. For the better. My grandfather, father, uncles, great uncles and so fourth kept a watchful eye on me growing up. Don't ever understand any circumstances let a man just have you. Make him want you. Don't be easy. ( To easy women everywhere God bless you for doing what you want with your bodies. .no judgement here.) Don't undermine your vagina by being giving into being with someone you don't really want to . Under any circumstances. Present yourself as a lady. Once you do something you can't undo it. Be careful. Take care of it. Keep it clean. Treasure it. Guard it. Respect it. I became the most bashful, horniest little prude to ever exist . I've been the ugly girl. The one no one wanted to take to the school dance. It went on for years. I married a guy at nineteen years of age. He was a jealous man who did me a huge favor. He hid me away. It further preserved me with an Innocence that should have been lost long ago. I had to turn my sexuality and the urges and aches they brought inward. What's sexy? I'd ask myself. Be comfortable in your body no matter what it looks like. Embrace it. I learned the art of seduction starting with the first person who noticed the sexual magnetic electrical thrill, I threw out there . As I taunted and teased myself into a sexual frenzy. Yes. I was my first. I seduced myself. What I had not noticed , is that in the midst of my own sexual growth and self seduction.. I was inadvertently seducing others.. the girl no one wanted to bring the girl who couldn't not get hit on.. and the funny part is, I didn't feel any real value going from ugly to pretty. All women are beautiful. We a have uniques strengths and weaknesses. We are all different shapes and sizes with an ability to fascinate, mysterious , neverending beauty as we should all appreciate one another instead of tearing down or competing. That to me is sexy. Authentic. I need someone to be just as attracted to me inside as they are outside or vice versa I'm not getting any younger it's game on. .

Der ideale Mensch für mich I want a confident ( not arrogant) person who is funny, compassionate, educated, and has a sarcastic witty nature to match my own.