Let me just say I hate these sites I hate having to describe what I'm looking for what I want because I'm kind of like a guy in that sense I can say something and it'll come out really f***** up or really bad or really good so here's the jest of it here's a little bit about me I was married for 17 years to the Devil Himself left and divorced him in 2013 then I got into a 2-year relationship with a liar face s*** head that didn't bother to tell me he had stage 3 Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma and had opted out of treatment until a year and a half after the fact me and my ren have moved in with him and his I swallowed it in for 6 months dealt with it then on our second anniversary I just couldn't take anymore so I set him down and told him I was leaving so for the last three and a half years I have been single I have went on six dates and not time dinner only I am not ready I know I will hurt someone believe me so I've done the mature responsible thing and not entered into a relationship but as of recent life has gotten a little hella rough on me to the point of I realize I can't do it on my own so I thought about it and I Arrangement is the perfect fit for me because I need a little help so I'm seeking an lonely and i miss the hanging laughing and thebsex part of course also im 100% honest 110% honest about my situation but now some of y'all may not be interested in what I'm looking for and that's fine but please understand and don't be ugly now I will say I do not mind if you are attached I would prefer to be long-term relationship

My Ideal Person Open minded