This is a rant. You'v been warned  

partygald 39F
3110 posts
10/15/2019 9:40 pm

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10/19/2019 6:47 pm

This is a rant. You'v been warned

Oh for fuck's sake! This morning started ...well, not perfect. But fine. Seems like fine is all I get these days . I shouldn't be complaining, I know, but fuck it. It's my blog and this one is gonna be a fucking doozy

Had to take a few calls starting 6am this morning. Of course, they were half hour late cos its just so fucking hard for them to on time in the fucking evening and deprive us all in this part of the world of sleep. But I digress. Yes, I am in that kind of mood. @ calls in, everything was still....fine. Third call comes in and they switched it to a video call instead, and I had to run back to put my top back on. Not much, granted, but two layers in this humidity. Fuck them. . But! The content of that call. By some miraculous nature of corporate bullshit and bureaucratic red tape, something (I can't say someone cos we all know no one is at fault in these circumstances) fucked up my project that I've spent the last 6 months working on and it's now for shit. If that's not the best bit, I had to be told to calm down AFTER I've been patronisingly told how all the work I've done in the last 6 months was a waste of time. -fuckers.

Strike one

Then I get a from the husband. Backstory: we've been having a bit of issues lately. I'd like to say it's not "lifestyle" induced but really, hand to heart, I really can't. In the last couple of months we've spent more time in the arms of others more than we've had with each other. We've taken breaks from each other so this isn't new. But doesn't make it any easier. I don't see it as a BIG big problem we have, but a problem nonetheless. There was a trip we took together (him with his girlfriend, me with the boyfriend) to Thailand in...what was it? July? I had trepidations but that was a real, good surprise. And THAT was a LOT of fun. I've been meaning to blog about it but that'll have to wait. Anyhow, we came back and one thing led to another and it just keeps piling up and we decided about a month ago that we'd take another break from each other. We've had two breaks since we got married (and more than a few before marriage) so there's nothing to indicate that this will be different. And yet. So anyhow. I get a message from him this morning that adds on the the shit I've had to take for breakfast. Also, motherfucker.

Strike two

And for some fucking reason, all this energy, mostly anger, is translating to...dare I say it - lust. LOL. In the midst of it all, I find myself consciously/unconsciously deviating towards erotica and porn and reading and watching some....realy interesting shit now. I've dropped the boyfriend a and ever-so-reliably, he's responded with the expected - he's already scheduled to fly in and spend the year-end with , but can't finalise his dates cos he's waiting on to finalise mine (there might still be a bit more traveling on my end). I've also dropped the BBF (best black friend, a good friend and fwb) a note and also, ever so reliably, hasn't replied yet. LOL

I don't know if that's a strike three. But we'll see if today throws any more fucking curve balls. Woo...testicle joke there
I least have plans for later. We shall see how that pans . If not there's always a stroll the beach to enjoy. !
Sorry, that's my anger-induced Tourette's acting up.

gonna go sit on Mr WIlson (a strap-on vibrating dildo I have. Can you say over-the-top? Heh...hey, don't judge now) for a bit to see if I can work this damn energy off. already running ideas of where I can strap him to

Aaaand taking the rest of the off. Fuck this shit. !
Thanks for reading

partygald 39F
1963 posts
10/15/2019 9:42 pm

IF you went through it, wow...thank you. But what is a blog if I don't actually use it right? This shit is cheaper than therapy, at least...

Hope your day is faring better! Do tell!

aclik2 58M
43 posts
10/15/2019 11:47 pm

hope your day got much better ,,, it does get trying at times

ClitLickB4DickU 63M  
1392 posts
10/16/2019 2:00 am

I just glad we chatted on IM after your second call but BEFORE that fateful third call where it all started to got to S#*t

Anyway.....I hope Mr Wilson sorted you out? \8.

Knowing your luck today.......he went Limp /8

hotnewfsex69 53M
28 posts
10/16/2019 2:56 am

I hope you had a great time with Mr Wilson

pocogato12 70F  
37236 posts
10/16/2019 3:13 am

Today your rant was amusing- not at your expense of course, but 5 am entertainment for me- sleepless night lad to fun reading. It does get better

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Naughtyson777 39M

10/16/2019 3:39 am

nice rant

MyBaffies 52M
4983 posts
10/16/2019 4:16 am

Hope you get your work issues sorted out. I have a similar experience where I trained up a new contractor to do my job. And just before I was due to go on some leave (something I hadn't done in several months), they decided they now longer wanted him. So now I couldn't take my leave (I was the only one in that team) and it was six months of training down the drain.

Fingers crossed the rest of the week works out better for you.


Link to my blog: MyBaffies

Aus4770 52M
190 posts
10/16/2019 4:35 am

Sorry to hear you had such a bad morning. Hope Mr. Wilson took care of that tension. Really enjoy reading your adventures. If I may make a suggestion. Your blogs make my cock hard and makes me want to see a sexy picture of yourself. Maybe you could add a picture every now and then. Just a suggestion. Thanks for sharing.

Looknfind18 69M  
4379 posts
10/16/2019 4:41 am

my day was quiet, rain for the first time in a month. Sorry your day wasn't good but it made for interesting reading, thanks for sharing. Enjoy Wilson!

TJAY762 45M
118 posts
10/16/2019 6:54 am

FUCK THIS SHIT!! Epic rant and awesoem blog...sorry the day went to complete shit...atleast there was porn and Wilsonnnn you naughty castaway!!! Hope your day is off to a much better start today!

unknown170 43M
50 posts
10/16/2019 9:03 am

Mr Wilson, lol, does he happens to have 2 dildos inside? lol

discreteSteve62 49M  
2169 posts
10/18/2019 4:47 pm

Sorry to hear about the lousy day at work, or rather the lousy day of work-away-from-work. Wife and I worked on a volunteer job for a couple of years, and our boss kept changing the job requirements on us. There came a point where we would have to leave the volunteer job, and we worked our butts off to reach the last specification the boss had given us, and delivered on schedule. Turns out she had done something similar herself, not as good, but a quick-and-dirty job that was good enough for her. So she said thanks and tossed our work. (She may have kept some of it, but the stuff that it took two of us to do was discarded.) And with a volunteer job, you're doing it entirely for the thanks and the benefit that come from the work, not the "at least we're getting paid for this" money, so it was quite a drag.

Also sorry to hear about the husband problems. It can be hard to separate different aspects of relationship problems. Any possibility you could find a counselor who doesn't freak out over the lifestyle, and just tries to help you both the way you are?

Anyway, best of luck.

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