Dancing and Acceptance  

EroticMusings2 57F  
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8/7/2021 2:27 am
Dancing and Acceptance

I thought I would give you a little insight to the workings of my mind. So buckle up buttercup.

My mind works a bit differently than most, if you could see my room you would be surprised. I must create everyday in some way. I have my artwork, knitting, sewing, and diamond painting. And my wreath making supplies. I think of creating all the time.

I see everything in life as a dance. The way we move, the way we express ourselves. Everything can be equated to movement. When I was younger I used to dance all the time, I still do dance here at home. It is good movement and makes me fill happy.

If you ever just sit outside and let yourself become very aware of any movement around you. The trees gracefully bowing according the the breeze. Their leaves remind me of tiny fans waving. The way the sun glistens on the leaves, casting so many colors. Ever sit and watch some kind of insect. They are so graceful in movement. Even when we were infants, we moved our bodies freely. That is until someone somewhere made us very self conscious.

I have been through a lot of things, that are hard to overcome. But with my love's help I am overcoming them slowly. I was always treated like I was ugly by my mother. Then be severely bullied in school, the insecurities grew. My mother rode my ass relentlessly about my weight when she herself as was the case with all the women in our family was heavy. She used to tell me that I was a embarrassment and she didn't like to be seen with me. Then my first husband hated that I had a little weight at that time on me. I left that abusive marriage feeling so low. Enter and cue current spouse. When you are rejected for over 2 decades, it does something to a person deep down. I tried everything and it wasn't until recently that I realized that this is his problem not mine.

It takes a brave face to let your special person, in this case the man who has my heart see me just as I am. It is also a bit healing and refreshing. Because when you know that person is turned on by you, just the way you are. Beautiful feelings of finally being wanted and accepted , just a incredible feeling.

I hope whoever is reading this, you know that you are wonderful just the way you are. Takes time but you might just find exactly what you have dreamt about when you least expect it.

No frying bacon naked.


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