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Knowing How to Truly Engage A Woman Like Me
Posted:Nov 5, 2021 1:11 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2021 1:40 pm

Since I was talking about craving, one of the most important things to me is having a lover who engages and seduces my mind. A man who can conversate back and forth with me. Intelligent conversations are vital about a variety of subjects. I think anyone can sit and see nothing before them but a sexual conquest. It's almost a very juvenile personna .

To actually share a part of yourself, your way of seeing life, relationships Where you are in life, your wants, needs and desires. Who isn't afraid to be honest, even if you do no tlike what there have to say right at that time. It gives you something to digest, ponder and decide if you agree or disagree.

I know who I am and I love having those playful banter, teasing and seducing of course. But we have to have something to talk about of it just leads to that uncomfortable silence. I have men ask all the time what is the best way to get me to talk with them more. Easy, hold a conversation with me while being a gentleman. Remember that I am a reasonably intelligent woman who enjoys having real conversations before we ever contemplate laying down together.

That Enchanted Craving
Posted:Nov 4, 2021 12:46 am
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2021 1:01 am

You know how it is................

Been well over a month since my last foray into blissfulness in a man's arms. That craving is intense. To feel lips upon mine. Just the right amount of tongue, just he right amount of wetness. The passion intensifying ten fold the longer you kiss. The heads tilt, the mouths marry, in sweet harmony.

Sets all the other body parts to tingling. You can feel the wetness start down below, and the nipples harder. Straining underneath the bra's fabric. Begging to be released to breath fresh air until at last they are consumed by his mouth too. Hardening until standing proudly and profoundly staring up begging for attention. For his lips, tongue, and fingers too. To lick, suck, nibble and twirl.

Arching my back now, running my fingers down my chest, unto my now soaked panties. Oh that is right, I do not wear panties if I can help it. That sweet slickness that only emerged beginning with the first kiss and building with each lick and nibble. Almost wanting him to beg to take me, take me now. With my huge breasts heaving as to hypnotize him into a trance.

Feeling those sweet well trained fingers trace along my moist dewy lips, to find a clit already engorged and threatening to swell even more. Knowing what I really want him to do, I spread my thighs wide. Beckoning him with one finger, and allowing him to inhale my sweet fragrance of womanhood. Oh but to allow him even one single taste of my sweet nectar..... Knowing he will want to keep diving in for more and more.

At last the epitaph will begin to be written.... His swollen member introducing himslef to my sacred womanhood. WEll seasoned knowing just how to entice each storke to maximum thrust power. Each one nearing us both to a massive wave of orgasms. Knowing we will embrace and kiss as he continues to slide in and out of me, slick with both of our juices. At last we will be one in unity for the moment.

Laying in post coitous bliss, kissing and touching, Reflecting and resting for round two or is it three.
The Dry Spell
Posted:Nov 2, 2021 4:38 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2021 11:18 pm

Well it's been a few days since I posted. I have been busy with chores, and still unpacking. Of course in the midst of this I decide to change my mind on the extra rooms. So now he will have a room for his woodowrking, etc. I will take the other room for a proper Art Studio and space. I so need that art studio. Something about having 3 or 4 paintings in progress and knowing that you close the door to your studio and no one ever messes with it.

Sexually, well my fwb is over 3 hours away one way and very busy. I do not see where we would be able to see each other anytime soon. But that is okay , I may have possibly have met just through IM on here a very nice gentleman. We will see, but I do know that I would really love to be sexual soon.

I will write more later, it is almost 8 am and I have yet to go to sleep.

Ugh, Insomnia

Inquiring Minds Want To Know
Posted:Oct 30, 2021 12:16 pm
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2021 1:41 pm

Inquiring minds want to you to know. Or do they really?

I get the most bizarre messages. One the other day was this kind caring man wanted to tell me that he wanted to "Spray my tonsils with his cum. " would that interest me? Well golly Beaver, That does just sound so much like a great opening sentenance to a woman, any woman really. Who the hell introduces themselves that way? Or asking very personal questionhs right off the bat.

Hello? Did you read my profile, I always ask. Most have not, a few I wonder if they can read. Or I tell them if they want to know mor eabout , read my blog. Often I get a reply that they can't find my blog, where is it. Um hello again, on my profile page in plain site.

Do I sould like a bitch to you? I am beginning to become one. I am not a piece of meat. The only thing I display is this picture of the girls, but nothing else. Not that there is anything wrong with that at all, everyone has their personal choice. But if you are not going to take the time out to become friends with me first, then skip over me please. I am not your next piece of ass, another notch in your belt.

Think I am just really feeling these men that are so uncaring.

Sigh, and people wonder why I normally see no one. I would love to, but I want to matter, my feelings, my wants, and desires too.

Keeping it real

Who needs sleep when you are Benefitting
Posted:Oct 29, 2021 4:33 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2021 3:51 pm

Still not feeling up to par, but I am feeling better. So I thought I would write a bit for you guys to enjoy.

Another memory of a fun time with a FWB. We had certainly done the deed, all over the motel room time and time again. It was like a massive foreplay session.

Both dead tired, you would have thought we ight sleep. But no, we were talking. laughing, joking. All while stroking each others skin, letting our hands roam with no cause for concern. Just a natural caring way, and I would reach up and storke the side of his face. Niext thing you know, we were at at again.

It felt like tow swith puppy love. We ended up staying up all night into the daylight hours. By the tiem we parted, I could hardly walk and he admitted the same once he got back home

Precious memories, Make some yourself,

Posted:Oct 28, 2021 3:10 pm
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2021 3:46 pm

Sorry I have not written a new post now a few days. Feeling under the weather with the stomach flu, ugh. Not wishing this on anyone.

Soon my lovelies, soon.

Kisses from a distance

Orally Yours, Reflections
Posted:Oct 25, 2021 11:11 pm
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2021 9:56 am
I was thinking about a fun time, years ago that I thought I would share with you. This is of course back in Wyoming, when I was a little younger by about ten years or so.

His name isn't important, nor his age, race, build, etc. It was the sexual energy and excitement I shared with this man. He was a FWB, and at that time we were not exclusive, though we did not see anyone else for a good solid year. WE just happened ot have matching schedules, sex drives, and hunger. We had a great deal of fun together until he moved away.

He had to be one of the best oral masters I have ever had the pleasure of enjoying. He was a wonderful kisser of course, just the right amount of tongue, passion, sensuality mixed with naughtiness. Even to this day I remember how he made me wet just by kissing me. He would grab ahold of my jaw, and tilt my head up to gaze into my eyes. I would get lost in his eyes and he would lean down and begin kissing me, until he worked his way around to the back of my neck. At the nape he would gently nibble and bite, suddening delicious shivers down my spine right into my very wet pussy.

It did not matter where we were, or what time we had. We made it work, out in the boonies, my house, motel rooms, many of those. He always was very eager to suck and lick my nipples. He would lavish over them for the longest time until I begged him to please let me touch him. He never did though, not until he was sure I had many orgasms.

The way he moved his tongue all over my pussy lips, telling me how wonderful I tasted. Then he would kiss me fully and tell me to taste myself. He would ever so gently start rubbing my clit, telling me that he could feel it growing. Then just as if he was eating a very juicy peach he would go back down and begin slurping, licking, and sucking beginning with my now swollen pussy lips, working his way to the center of my engorged clit. I would be dripping wet, and he would slurp it all up, moaning. Slipping his fingers deep inside of my pussy, curling up into that magical g spot. Sometimes He would slip a finger into my ass too which would drive me insane. Bracing me hard when I tried to rock away from him giving me yet another orgasm. I don't think I have ever cum so hard or often in my life.

Only after that would he allow me to finally touch him and work my magic on him. He loved my oral skills also, always telling me that I was the very best he had ever had. He would face fuck me, but always making sure that he was not getting too aggressive. I loved gently rolling each ball around in my hot wet mouth, and sometimes stopping and giving him a evil smile. Threatening to stop, and that would force my mouth down over his rock hard cock again. I would bring him right ot the edge several times until he would make me stop.

We always had to cool down for a bit with just some heavy petting and kissing, before at last we could get to a really good fucking. All kinds of different positions, but one of my favorite was reverse cowgirl, or doggie. Probably doggie though because he would also pull my long hair and slap my ass occasionally. We would do this and then change positions just so he could last longer. I would begin clutching his cock inside of me with my vaginal muscles which drove him insane. He would always say "Girl, what are you doing to me"? I knew to let up or I would make him cum right away.

When he came, it was the most amazing feeling. The warm rush splattering my walls, making me orgasm one final huge time. Sometimes I would squirt with such force. One time I remember that he just didn't stop stroking in and out of me even after he came, and he got hard again and we continued until he came again. So two heavy loads of cream deep inside me.

I was sad to see him move away but his job transferred him. I still hear from him occasionally, and we reminisce.

Good times, good loving, good friends.

Day 9 of Solitude
Posted:Oct 24, 2021 8:39 am
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2021 10:47 pm

This is day 9 of being alone in a house and no car. Overall it has been a good experience, but not being able to go anywhere has really worn on me.

I find I do not overall mind being alone. I mean I have my 3 dogs and one very ancient cat who keep me some company. I talk with my FWB every night, or almost every night. Once in awhile our schedules will not align. We get alone extremely well, and have become good friends and the lover part is spot on too. I do wish he lived closer, and so does he, but that just makes the time we can be together that more precious.

I am not a social butterfly at all, and I prefer to talk to one or two people at a time. I do not like crowds, will never work a room at a party. I tried to be more social but that is not me, has never been me, and will never be me.

So thankfully I do well being alone, though yes I did get a bit lonely at times. My neighbor would stop over and see if I needed anything. He is such a nice man, he does our lawn care, we pay him for that. A few friends texted me, including a few from this site. That helped, and a very good friend of mine called me a few times. He even wanted to be able to come see me but he is getting ready to go back to college and money is a bit tight. I told him to not be spending money like that to see me. After he is done with school, then I would love to see him again.

I kept busy cleaning house, some deep cleaning. And my crafts. Mainly I loom knitted more hats for . I did buy some yarn, though I hadn't in a year. I have a non profit organization where people have donated both knit wear and yarn so I could continue to donate all over the USA. Sometime I will tell you more about that.

I sat and just relaxed, enjoying the house being more peaceful. Did I miss my husband? Yes and no. We are separated for a reason, and I missed the friendship. Not the bullshit in the marriage, or the fighting. I didn't miss the conflicts over not cleaning up after yourself etc. But it gave him time for some mental clarity over what he has been doing for years,which has been emotionally abusive. We had some long talks on me seeing us as just friends, and finally he is accepting that.

So he returns this afternoon and finally I am getting out of the house. I am excited, I need to see the leaves turning more and go eat at a restaurant.

I hope you all are having a wonderful Sunday.

Be good to yourself

Arouse With Me Please
Posted:Oct 23, 2021 2:27 pm
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2021 1:23 am

I've been wondering something, so I am going write about it here.

What time of the day are you the most aroused?

For I have noticed these days it is first thing in the morning. I wake up horny, and I notice that I am very wet. I am able achieve a series of very strong orgasms without too much much stimulation. . I love just slightly ing with my tiny clit. I have been told anyway that my clit is small, so I will take that at face value. I will lay there though and slip a finger down softly stroke and tempt my clit swell up and give my first of many orgasms.

For me, that is the perfect way start the day. Having so delicious orgasms. Of course it is so much better if you have a partner there be eating your pussy and enjoying your sweet nectar. Returning the favor of course before hopefully you enjoy so serious fucking.

Sotis I like things soft and sensual. Taking our ti enjoy each other without hurry. Other tis I am ready the naughty semi-obedient slut serving her master. That primal friction, that is so natural can be fun. So I guess perhaps next time I will write more about that if you want.

So when are you most aroused?
Are you a soft and sensual lover, or more of a primal master? Or a mixture. ?
The Vanishing Act
Posted:Oct 22, 2021 1:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 25, 2021 11:12 pm

Initially I thought I was too tired to post tonight, but I seem to have caught a second wind.

I was thinking about how difficult it can to find a quality and real FWB. Sure there are scores of men chammering and wanting to have your attention. Generally only those that are very persistent get my attention. But what gets me is this: Why waster your time and energy to only then disappear.

I have had this happen about half the time. They spent the time promising you the stars and moon. Oh yes I want to get to know you, yes friends first. Yes I want to take it slow, this isn't just about the sex, though that will be wonderful. I want to date you, romance you, treat you the way you deserve to be treated. These are some of the things said to me.

Then even though you see them on this site, they never say another word to you. Or very few at least. And no there way no sexual talk, so it isnt a case or cases of them getting off and then walking away.

If I spent the time talking with you, that means something. If I spend the time talking to you at length and sharing bits and pieces of myself, that really meant something. I do not let many into my inner sanctum .

I don't know if women do the same thing or not. But there has to be a better way to week out these posers.

That Sexual Drive
Posted:Oct 20, 2021 2:19 am
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2021 11:42 pm

Forgive me might be necessary upfront because my eyes are tired tonight.

How was your day? I hope you had a good one and a better night.

Why is it that sex is so important to so many of us? I wish sometimes I could be one of these people who could really care less about sex or ever wanting it.

But that will never be me, and I am embracing the highly sexual woman I am. Letting myself not feel ashamed to be all that I am.

I love sex in a variety of ways. Spontaneous, adventurous, silly, crazy, romantic and primal. It's all good, and finger licken good too.

Anyway just a short one tonight, feeling too sleepy.

Sweet Dreams My Pervs

Fucking Machine - Eh Not Too Sure
Posted:Oct 19, 2021 1:41 am
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2021 9:25 pm
Well fellow Perverts , good evening to y'all.

Winding down my uneventful day, day 3 of such. Starting to miss having anyone to really talk too, but since I have no transportation I am making the best of it. I do now know just how horrible my singing is, and I have even started to have meaningful conversations with my dogs.

So onto what the title of this blog suggests - The Fucking Machine. I have one that is attached to something that looks like a reciprocal saw arm. It is just your base model for around $100. I was not ready to invest even that much into a sex toy but I thought maybe it would give me the pleasure and similar feel of have a man fucking me.

Not at all. It came with many assorted attachments, some very flesh like of all different sizes. I picked the very smallest one because at that time I had not had intercourse in over 7 years and I knew I was tight. I still bogged down the machine.

But the machine scares me. I wanted to try it in my ass because I used to love anal sex. But jesus, what if I cant get the thing to stop while it is jack hammering my poor puckered hole! And one would have a heck of a time getting the positioning just right and slowly insert the toy, praying you got enough lube. I would suggest that you not try it aloen for safety reasons back there.

I have only used it that one time. One of these days I may get brave enough to unbury where it lives in the back of a closet. First I need to go buy a gallon of lube, and drop cloths.


Rejoice In The Mental Clarity
Posted:Oct 18, 2021 12:16 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2021 6:24 pm
Well I am feeling much better all around today. Getting used to a routine with just me and the creatures. This time to myself is proving to be very good. Some mental clarity, and redefining who I am as a person, and woman.

Today I have to take out some trash, do dishes, and gut the watermelon. I ordered a few groceries that will be delivered since I have no vehicle currently. I had wanted and planned on getting a car here soon but with the prices right now, I will make do and keep sharing the Jeep.

Back to the groceries, I sorting through the fridge and we don't have much fresh produce. That is something I am really craving anymore, hence why I ordered some groceries. My body is healing nd needs good fuel. The leg is so much better today with no signs of infection outward. So going to keep doing what I am doing.

Update on spouses trip is he has been having a great time with his brother. They are almost to the birth fathers house, and he is very excited to meet him at long last. This so important for him, he needs it to have some questions answered and for closure. It my gift to him, to go by himself and have the time to just sort himself out too. No more being emotionally abusive to me, I have my own demons that I contend with.

Later tonight when I have a bit more time I will tell you all about the fuckingmachine I have but never used but just one time. I do think about getting it out and attaching what ever toy to it, but the thing kind of scares me.

Have a wonderful day my friends.


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