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Give Me The Sea Air
Posted:Nov 28, 2021 4:55 am
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2021 3:11 am
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Insomnia is a wicked bitch, she never lets up. I have become to really despise her. But it is what it is, and I took some melatonin and hoping that will do the trick. It is almost 8 am and I have yet to sleep. Those of you that have followed me for awhile know I battle this search for sleep continually.

I was remembering what it was like to live in a very cramp RV. When first we moved from Wyoming to Florida, we bought a old motorhome. Mainly so we could take our animals with us. Otherwise I would have refused to move frankly. When I commit to a rescued or cat, it is for the rest of their life. So here we are in this old 30 ft RV. Only using half because the other half was full of our worldly possession. Everything else we had given away. We were minimalizing.

4 dogs, 2 which are large, and 2 cats, and 2 people. The beds were horrible, the water in the toilet did not work, neither did the shower. It was rough I tell you. You learned to cook everything in stages to not trip the breaker. learned to wear clothes longer, because doing laundry at the rv park was almost impossible. No real privacy, and hot as the blazes .

But we lived in that RV for almost 2 years. In a RV park right on the bay. You could walk out on the pier and fish, watched such stunning sunsets. I loved watching the ride rollin and roll out. All the marine birds, even a crocodile.

Everything we go through in life is either a blessing or a lesson, most often both . I do miss the sea air, and watching the boats. Hopefully someday I will once again get to enjoy the beach again.

Watch out for the no-see ums and sand in places you never want it to be.

Ann
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The Beginning of The Holidays
Posted:Nov 26, 2021 9:26 pm
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2021 4:42 am
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I trust that all of you here in the USA that celebrate Thanksgiving, had a nice one however you spent it. Perhaps you were one of the working ones, or surrounded by family, friends, a loved one, or by yourself.

I spent the day cooking, even though it was just myself and my estranged husband. WE are still very good friends, which works since we share the same house and I am his caretaker for now. But even though it was just two of us, it still takes some time to do all the cooking. Then the clean up, etc.

Today was spent getting out all the Christmas stuff from last year and the prior year which had never been found or unpacked. Separating the indoor decorations and the outdoor and planning on the layout for the inflatables, lights etc outdoors. Same for indoors.

Needless to say my back and shoulders are killing me tonight. Anyone great at massages? I could really use a warm oil massage about now.

But since that is not possible, I will settle with taking my night meds and calling it a early evening. I have been working on getting more sleep lately, up earlier in the morning too.

Oh the train story I have pulled it for now, just until I can work on it more. But I will get it written to tantalize your wicked minds.

So put that pie down, and lets get all tucked into bed. Shall we?

Ann
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The Deep Longing For Human Touch
Posted:Nov 22, 2021 12:26 pm
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2021 2:05 am
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That deep longing, rather a aching deep within your tattered soul.

The never ending longing of human touch. To really be hel, wrapped in the arms of a strong man. One who adores you, longs to touch you. Over and over again.

Sometimes I wonder if I will ever find such. You think perhaops you have found a FWB, or I prefer to call a lover. But then they keep putting you off, never telling you when they might be able to come see you again. I know they live out of town but I assured before we ever had sex that the distance would not be a problem. Yet it has been 2 months already, since last we have been together. He has come through this area many times, but claims he has no time. . There is not the kind words, the flattery, and no tenderness really. I need to be held, caressed. Made love too, and then yes primal sex. I to have a caring friendship with my lover, that we see each other as often as possible.

It is like you were touched, and then cruelly stopped. I am a horny woman with a high sex drive. We all get just this one life to live, and I am one that will never beg for anyone to come see. me. Oh well his loss.
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In the Flicker of Candle Light
Posted:Nov 19, 2021 2:24 pm
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2021 12:10 pm
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Well hello there fellow Pervs,

Thank goodness it is Friday, seems like a long week but a good one.

I wanted to write to you and let you ponder on somethings. Since most of my readers are male, I want you to envision what I am going to be doing tonight.

Late late tonight, I will be watching the couples cams for a bit. Then probably some porn. And you guessed it, like so many of us lonely hearts, I will be relieving some tension myself. Now luckily I have some toys that really help with that. I will be picking a few of my favorites and envisioning myself with a certain someone.

I will lay there naked with just a few candles flickering. towel underneath tucked under to catch the sweet release of nectar I produce with a orgasm. Playing with my nipples, using wooden clothesline clips on them, really enhances the feeling in them . That dull ache, to pleasure. Then I will start with using just a finger in circular motions on my clit, making it swell. I will have a bit of moisture escape and then finally I will introduce a dildo in my pussy and a clit flicker to finish the job.

I will have at least 3 orgasms if not more this way, all while I am with a man who really is loving spending some time with me. I know it is a lonely essentance, but that is what so many of us are doing in the dark of the night.

So will you be doing the same?

Ann
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To Be Missed
Posted:Nov 17, 2021 5:23 pm
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2021 12:05 pm
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Oh to be missed, is such a wonderful feeling.

That simple sentence, the simple knowledge that someone misses you. Someone wishes they were with you, holding you. Wanting to feel your lips upon theirs.

Whether it is the first time, or many times. If it is just some on-line messages that you have exchanged. To know you matter to someone. Someone out there wishes they were with you.

We all do matter, if nothing else than our own selves. It is a hard world out there at times. We must embrace the warmth, tenderness, caring feelings.

Care to embrace?

Ann
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Make Love to Me
Posted:Nov 16, 2021 3:34 am
Last Updated:Nov 17, 2021 5:27 pm
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It is true that I enjoy being naughty inthe sexyal arena of things. But I long to be made love to tenderly, slowly, taking ones time. Enjoying every inch of me. I want to see a caring man look deep into my eye, caressing my face.

I long to have some romance for the time we are together.. Just some rose petals and candles. Maybe a jacuzzi tub and some exotic smelling oil. Drying me off carefully and brushing my hair. Laying me down on the bed and rubbing scented oil all over my thirsty skin.

No rushing, no expectations on either part. Just enjoying each others bodies. Letting nature take its course, but everything is never guaranteed. I just want some kind of emotional response when I have a harder day.

Not sure if that will ever happen but a girl can dream.

Ann
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The Laughter Mishaps of Sex
Posted:Nov 15, 2021 1:20 am
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2021 3:26 am
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We have all had them, those mishaps while having sex, or attempting too.

What about when you go to kiss and one of you loses their balance, or the other person turns their head the wrong way and you find yourself kiss the thin air, or their chin instead. A Over eager lover actually drooling and not realizing that the reason you are now wearing arm floaties is because you fear drowning.

Taking off clothes can be very comical as well. Zippers becoming stuck, buttons not wanting to unbutton. Ever try doing a seducative dance for strip tease for you rlover and not being able to get that bra off, or the pant get hooked up on your ankle. Trying to still look sexy while hoping around the room with one leg in your jeans at teh ankle is a very hot sexy image.

The at last you are both ready to the deed. The male counterpart normally has the burden of finding the hole and guiding himself in. He misses and you both try to act like that did not just happen. Of he thinks he is in and he is not. Do you let him dry hump your leg now and not say anything. WEll you could be like me and vocalize the mishape.

Finally your lover is lined up in position and slips inside of you with no issue. The it happens. oOh come on, you know what happened. One of you starts to fart like crazy. If it is the male he will try to keep fucking. That might result in a musical series of fart blossom with each stroke. Or the woman starts farting. Feeling my farts now bounce of his balls. Now do you stop or continue on to meet that awkward silence of embarrassment at the end. I at this pint would start laughing and want my partner to continue.

Sex is meant to be fun, and funny at times. I find a good bout of laughter enhances the entire experience.

Care to sharing some of your personal ones?

Ann
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That Burning Need
Posted:Nov 13, 2021 12:50 am
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2021 11:20 pm
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Mmmmmm well hello there. I am feeling very yummy tonight and on the prowl. I could really sink myself into a man right now. One that is experienced and still excited about the prospect of being with and the whole sexual concerto.

Sometimes I just want to stand in the center of a room, or course one with candles flickering. Soft music, and a assortment of lubes. edible lotions, and of course toys to bring an fun , even more delicious spice to the night. Wearing a sexy lingerie and axscenting what I have been blessed with. Letting him circle me, licking his lips. Getting ready to undress me and direct me under his guise, what he wants my body to do. Reaching out to touch my very soft white skin, complete with freckles. Knowing tha tI am very much a sensual and sexual woman.

There Is a fire that burns below, building in height until the are a crescendo of orgasms like a rolling tide, each one a little bigger then the one before. Letting him lap up all my juices, knowing that pleasing me, turns him on. There Is something so very erotic about a man who is turned on by pleasing his partner.

So there you have it. The flames are flickering and you can see the embers in my eyes. My mouth is aching to do a duel with his. Our tongues encircling and lavishing onto each other. Whew

Cold shower time yet?

Ann
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You want to put what, where? And then?
Posted:Nov 12, 2021 8:52 am
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2021 6:53 pm
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You want to put what, where? And then?

You know sometimes you open up your messages and there are men who have written just what they want to do to you, in what position. I often think, "Honey, there is no way I can bend my body into whatever pretzel know you want". But it is humorous to read.

Mind you, I am pretty flexible and in the moment I am a nover and a shaker as they would say. I cant just lay there, and I will be doing just as much as my partner. But while that is great, so is the back ache the next day. Or the minute you launch off of now saturated bed, your legs want to buckle. Somehow it does need that scooting along floor is probably not a huge turn.

How many of us, after a very happy ramp in the sheets can hardly walk the next day. Or each step remind you about just how good it all was. Memories of the event announce them selves through you new aches. And most of us smile, even if you have to do it in secret.

So what say you, care to thrill us with expades of past nocturnal exercises that life you sore.?

Ann
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Different Places to Tantalize Each Other
Posted:Nov 10, 2021 2:32 am
Last Updated:Nov 17, 2021 4:24 pm
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There is a dark side to us all, naturally most of the time we try to push down those naughty thoughts until the moment is right to act upon them. Now I am not saying that time has arrived for me yet, but I think it is coming closer.

What do I mean? Well I love to find places most would not think of to have sex. Does Not have to be full on out sex, but even teasing, tantalizing, heating up that foreplay. Being from Wyoming, there are many very nice rest stops. One of them has a family bathroom. If you get what I am saying, has room, big counters, and soap and water right there. Could make for a very sudden stop, running and looking around. Them slipping in there, locking the door. Then baby, you are all mine.

Or what about playing in the back of a adult store. Used to be a long time ago there would be glory holes, and private viewing booths. I have already told you about the time and a lover slipped into one of those. Or many years ago my first husband took his barely 18 bride to her first adult movie. I figured the men sitting through the theater were probably jerking off. I wanted to play with a few of them, what fun that could be. Huge porno playing on the big screen, and having sex with a few men.

Finding out of the way random places to even do some oral, or heaving petting. Even passionate kisses and some dirty talk about what you would like to do to each other as soon as you are behind closed doors. To me flirting should never end, and neither should the foreplay which goes into after play. Continuing to stroke that fire so those embers never die.

Yes I cant sleep, think I am just a little too horny for such tonight.

If you have em, bloe em.......lol

Ann
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The Power of Good Friends
Posted:Nov 8, 2021 11:49 pm
Last Updated:Nov 10, 2021 2:35 am
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The desire to touch and be touch, is inherently what we all, or at least most of us really desire. Many of us are on here because of the lack there of such.

Sadly most of my marriage has been lacking in this way. Not from me, rather me A-Sexual husband. This has in the past really damaged my self esteem over all, and definently as a woman, and exual woman. It took me a very long time to realize that it is not I with the problem, it is just how he is. Doesn't make him a bad person at all, but neither does it make me a bad woman for wanting, needing, and really enjoying sex.

If I had been a cold frigid woman, I think it would have been easier on my husband. The years of anger I kept buried, hoardered that away until it all cam tumbling down. I felt like and still do that all those years can never be given back. All the empty promises from him, to demanding that we only have oral sex the few times a month that we would after i begged and pleaded. Thought it never took much to get him to cum each and every time. Figure that one out.

So we had this very long talk the other day. We have been trying to work through alot of this, in a effort to stay married. But I can not and ill not stay in a marriage where I am going to be unhappy. I have to make myself happy at last to a degree. /what do I mean by that? I cant just stop caring about him. He is severely disabled, and I will not turn my back. WE have been married over 33 years, a lot of history. He has seen me through alot of heath issues and I will be there for him.

Recently his pain and mobility have both gotten worse. Most of the time I have to help him stand and steady him, help him dress, dress his diabetic ulcers, etc. I do this because I do love him. I am no tin love with him anymore, but I do love him for the very good friend he is and always will be. There is no one else who will step up and help him. Once it gets to be too much for me to do, we will have to hire some in home help of sorts. But we are not there yet.

I can stil leave the house, even be gone for a few days. He can do all this, just is harder for him then if I help. And I hate seeing him in so much pain. Recently I took over doing everything in the house because he simply struggles so much and is on enough pain medication that it makes him sleep more. That is where this site and my friends on here come into play. This is my social media, my respite from everything going on. Here I can be myself, flirt, write, watch cams. REad other blogs and articles. I can make plans after a friendship is formed to meet for lunch and the very least even if we are not a match sexually is that I had lunch with a friend.

This site has helped me regain myself. To feel sexy again, and we all should. I love talking with many of you in one way or the other.

Big hugs to each one of you,

Ann
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New Toy Results
Posted:Nov 7, 2021 1:39 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2021 11:52 pm
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I know you want o know, I can tell.

Well.............. The y was fantastic. Mind you never as good as human uch, but it does the trick until a real man is uching and kissing . Is a safe alternative because I do need be friends with and know a man before laying down with him. It is safer, and that has be a facr sadly.

But it does vibrate the whole area, not just the flicking tiny ngue. So it fits over the entire clit area very nicely. You can use it is multiple positis even riding it. That was a huge plus, though my back hurts like hell from getting so going. Many many orgasms last night.

I know so of you are wdering why I am so in ys. Well hestly for the biggest part of my marriage, they are rey what I have had. Even when we were intim it was just oral, because that is mainly he wanted. So ys beca a big facr, and late at night when you are ser horny, they are right there, charged and waiting. They are never o busy, o tired, would rather watch ti etc.

So there you have it. I will always prefer the slow tender kisses and uches of a man. Passi loving, uching , making arch my back and beg. Amplifying it until we are in the throes of making love, throwing everything aside. Ort walking in a hotel room, and without a word exchanged being pinned against the w and being kissed while his hand goes right under your skirt ot discover that you are wearing no panties at . Just a very wet pussy, aching for him.

Well I need go paint, hope you are having a wderful day.

hugs and kisses

Ann
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Lip Service Clit Vibrator
Posted:Nov 6, 2021 4:57 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2021 1:43 am
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Oh !

Jumping for joy, or bouncing with excitement.

Why? My new toy came in, cant wait to try it later tonight. It is called Hong Lip Tongue. A clitoris vibrator and man does this thing ever vibrate at a very frequency. Should have screaming in no time.

Tonight I am having a date with myself kind of. Eating just some snack type foods, veggies, metas and cheese. Having a few Mike
s Hard Lemonade. Bought a pack when we moved in a year ago, still have 4 bottles of the stuff. Since a rarely drink, it takes 2 before I am feeling buzzed. And then extra horny, lord help us all.

Sometimes you just have to stop the daily stress, and make love to yourself. You know how you love to be touched the very best, and why not. I deserve to have some delicious orgams, and feel good. I am celebrating still being infection free, which is such a blessing. I am getting stronger everyday, and I even feel sexy now.

So I will give you a full report my lovelies,

Buzzzzzzzzing

Ann
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