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Back again!
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Posted:Aug 9, 2009 11:36 am
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2009 4:59 am
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Wow! Life sucks...oh no that is just me, lol! Been out of the loop for a little while but I am back and ready to rock.
I have been a VERY good girl for quite awhile now and think it is time for me to let the BAD girl out of her cage.
I think I am finally ready to let my hair down and live life to its fullest. Anyone out there willing to help?
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The continuation of the Soldier Boy Saga
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Posted:Jun 17, 2009 12:54 am
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2012 2:14 pm
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I knew as soon as I picked up the phone I would do whatever you asked of me. There was never a doubt. As soon as I heard your voice come across the line I began to get wet. And before I even realized what I was doing, my hand was there rubbing on my swollen lips.
When you invited me over I knew without a doubt that you were going to seduce me. All it would take was a look. A gentle, or maybe not so gentle, touch. A gentle pull of my hair. Eve as I drove across town in the gentle summer shower....I was beginning to yearn for your touch.
As I pulled in the driveway, I noticed a soft flickering in your bedroom window. I knew that you had already set the scene. But what scene would I be playing out with you tonight......
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Return of the Soldier Boy
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Posted:Jun 16, 2009 4:47 am
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2009 4:48 am
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Well, well well. That was about all I could say when I saw the message. I mean damn it had been what at least 3 months since you had talked to me. Yes I know you have a life, priorities, whatever. I mean here we had enjoyed a fantastic night, and to my surprise.....nothing!
Ok, so do I answer the message or just let you stew? OMG what the hell am I thinking? Damn right I am going to answer!!!! So let's see, play it cool 80s. You can do it. Play the nonchalant part, let him think he never mattered. Can you do it? Let's hope so.
"Do you remember me?" that is the first thing I read. As the song goes..."Only every other memory!". So how should I respond? HMMMMM.......got it! "Now who is this again? Is this that REALLY hot soldier boy? The one that ROCKED my world? No don't think I remember you, can you give me a hint?"
Dammit all you did was laugh. So it begins again. Ok I will take control this time. I will be the one making the rules, setting the scene. Make him wait, want, desire. YEAH RIGHT! So I will keep it to messages, i.m.'s, texts. No face to face! No phone calls! If I do, I will lose all control.
So as I sit here going through my emails, I notice that I have a message from you. I open it as I would any other message. Dumb move baby! Of course all you did was the normal, polite things. How are you? Been busy? Then what do you have to go and say? I miss you. Those three little words and I was a goner!
Of course I really did try to keep it cool, I said all was well. Yeah life had been busy, but now that summer was here I was carefree. And yeah I missed you too. But you could have called me at any time. And of course what do you do? CALL ME! DON'T DO IT! NO! PUT THE PHONE DOWN BABY! Damn do I ever listen to that little voice?
So now as I answer the phone.....
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Men
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Posted:Jun 11, 2009 6:28 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2011 12:16 pm
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Why are men such assholes? Whty do theytreat women like meat? How hard is it to be honest with a woman?
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Slowly
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Posted:Jun 8, 2009 4:19 am
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2009 4:22 am
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You sat me down on the soft leather sofa, knowing that I was melting in your arms. When I looked up there you stood with a glass of water in one hand and the wine glass in the other. As I sipped the wine, I pondered what was going to happen next.
You finally sat down beside me and pulled me close, my heart started to pound with anticipation. You smiled down at me and gave my hand a gentle squeeze. You could sense my excitement, or was it the smell of fear.
I knew I had nothing to fear, yet I was still scared. I was here of my own free will. You had done nothing inappropriate, yet there was that lingering tingle on the back of my neck. That waiting, waiting for the unknown. I finally began to relax as we settled down to watch a movie. I am amazed that you remembered me telling you of my favorite movie. One that I had been searching for and yet unable to find. Without thinking I turn and kiss you. Meaning for only a peck on the lips, I felt myself closing my eyes. I put my arms around your neck and my lips parted. As our tongues met and danced I felt the same heat smoldering deep within me.
As we parted, I knew what I wanted. Could I do this? Could I overcome my fear? Would I be able to take that step....before I could let my fears stop me I began to unbutton your shirt. Then I ran my fingers down your chest, through the thick hair leading down to what I knew was hungering for me just as much as I was hungering. As I looked up into your eyes, I knew everything was right. All doubts were erased, all fears were gone. I was at peace. I began to reach for the buttons on my shirt, and slowly....
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Drowning
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Posted:Jun 7, 2009 9:52 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 6:59 pm
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As your hand cradled my face..I felt a yearning deep within me. A yearning that had been long ago forgotten. A fire that was sparked with that one touch. As your hand brought me closer and closer to your mouth, I lost all sense of time, of place and of myself.
Suddenly your tongue flicked out and with that one touch I was on fire. Where did that come from? Had that been inside me all along? It was all I could do to stay standing....I was swaying and yet nothing had even happened yet.
As you drew away I noticed a small smile go across your face. I asked about the smile and you replied "I love the way your eyes look right now. The way they seem to not be able to focus." And at that moment I knew I was drowning.
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FLOATING AWAY.......
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Posted:Jun 5, 2009 12:45 pm
Last Updated:Jun 5, 2009 10:28 pm
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As I drove to your place I began to worry....what in the hell are you thinking. Oh well if nothing else have a little fun. Little did I know things would change. This was one adventure I would never forget.
I took those steps slowly, walking to your doorstep. Taking those deep breaths, the anticipation of the unknown waiting on the other side of that door. I actually hesitated as I raised my hand to knock. It was almost too much to handle. Then before I could turn and run you were there opening the door.
As you led me into the house, I could not help but notice the two glasses of wine sitting there on the table. As we walked past the table on our tour you handed me one of the glasses and watched as I slowly sipped the sweet nectar. As we continued on I could feel sparks flying through my body with your gentle touch of your hand upon my back. I tried my hardest to stay calm and hoped you would not take notice of my nervousness. I noticed the scent of candles and of the sweet smell of something I could not quite place.
I was still unsure of myself when suddenly you reached down and took my face in your hands and slowly ran one hand along my cheek and suddenly your other hand pulled my head gently to your lips. Suddenly I was floating away.....
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Wondering
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Posted:May 30, 2009 10:42 pm
Last Updated:May 31, 2009 7:27 pm
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As I sit here at the computer, I can't help but wonder. Wonder about what? Well that is the problem. I spend too much time wondering and worrying about what others think that I have forgotten to think by myself and to even remember who I am.
I mean in today's age too many factors are weighed. How a person dresses. Who you are friends with. How much a person weighs. Way too many issues.
I am now at that point where I have let some people control my life. And by the word control I mean by words, actions, and even the way they view me....or at least the way I see them viewing me.
I have spent too much time worrying. Who likes me or doesn't like me. Who thinks I am pretty or not. Who thinks I weigh too much or not. Who thinks I am a snob or too quiet. I mean these things are things that may not matter much to some but sometimes they do matter to others.
I have let one person (well actually alot) control my life for a very long time. This person has never actually said anything mean to me personally, but will "hint" at things. "Wow you have lost weight, or maybe it just seems that way since I have lost more weight lately." "I really like your hair, did you notice the new highlights in mine?" "So how goes the love life? I can't seem to find time from one guy hitting on me to the next." I have decide that the time has come for me to be me.
I AM TAKING MY LIFE BACK!
I am me. I am proud of me. Yes I am a BBW. But that is fine by me. No my hair is not always perfect, but neither am I. No my clothes are not designer names.....but so what. I am who I am. That is it. You either like me or you don't. But do not judge me without taking the time to get to know me.
GUYS: I am a person. I do not PUT OUT. I want to make love. I want to be held. I want to be touched. I want you to talk to me. I want you to be my friend. IF this is not something that you can do, ok. But please do not ask me to change just to make YOU happy. My happiness will ALWAYS come first.
LADIES: I am me. I am not trying to STEAL your man. I want my OWN man. I do not contact your man, they contact me. If you read my profile , you will see I have on there my intentions. I do not NEED your critisim.
I GUESS THE "MORAL" OF THIS BLOG IS : IF YOU CAN'T SAY SOMETHING NICE TO ME THAN PLEASE DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!
MUCH LOVE TO ALL, AND TO ALL A GOOD LIFE!
The one and only 80sbaby!
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Stars
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Posted:May 24, 2009 10:51 pm
Last Updated:May 31, 2009 2:57 pm
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Have you ever made a wish upon a star? Do you believe that your wish will come true?
As a small girl I used to believe in wishing on the first star, wishing while blowing out those birthday candles. In the last several years I have come to realize that those are childish thoughts. Or are they?
Someone told me recently that you can pray to God to send you the "perfect" person for your life. And perhaps God does send you the "perfect" person. But is it the right person for the rest of your life or is it just the right person for right now?
I think I will start making those wishes on the stars. And hey what would be the problem with putting candles on everything I eat? Yeppers I think I will believe that all my wishes can come through.
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SCREWED
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Posted:May 14, 2009 8:17 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2009 6:41 pm
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Ok have you ever had one of those days, weeks, months, hell even years where you just need to be SCREWED????? I mean making love is awesome with the right person. But every once in a while you just need a good old fashioned screw!!!!
I mean there are friends out there that I could probably call upon, but that is not quite what I need. I mean they are all sweet and such. Well okay there are a few friends out there that definitely know how to the job right. And damn do they do it well! But, I can't call upon them, for various reasons.
I am at that stage where my friends are all telling me "You don't need a man, go play with a toy." UH, NOPE! NADA! NO WAY! I want the real deal, all american prime male!
Okay, I guess by now you might have realized that I am a little on the horny side. Oh well not like anything is going to happen to change that anytime soon! I guess I will have to go depend on friends. To talk to, that is. 
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Life
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Posted:May 12, 2009 3:42 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 6:59 pm
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Ok my life is at a pause right now. I don't know if I am coming or going. I have a guy in my life, I think. I don't know. I want a guy in my life, but at the same time I don't. Does that make sense? NOPE not to me either. I have a problem with control. I have a problem with trust. I have a problem with trusting controlling guys. I want to put my heart out there but at the same time, I don't want to risk getting it broken again.
I have to say that since I first joined this site, I have met alot of really kewl people. Some are my closest friends as a matter of fact. But at the same time I have met alot of jerks. And yes that is men and women. I have a problem with guys (and girls) who say they want one thing then suddenly drop you without a word or anything. I also have a problem with people who are obsessed with you. It gets kinda creepy. ..
I am the kind of person who has a hard time hurting other peoples feelings. If someone is coming on to me, I try to let them off gently. I have a hard time just pushing people away.
Ok, that was just some b.s. rolling around in my head that I thought I should let out before my head got so big I looked like an oomp-loompa!
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This is me
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Posted:May 5, 2009 4:09 pm
Last Updated:May 6, 2009 5:52 pm
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I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you.
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant.
I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you.
I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you.
I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms.
I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her.
I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have.
I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.
I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.
I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.
I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends.
I'm the girl who will listen to you talk.
I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason.
I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind.
I'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't care what other people say about us.
I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend.
I'm the girl who loves the feeling when you take me by the hand without saying a word.
I'm the girl who loves it when you give me flowers for no apparent reason.
I'm the girl who thinks the world of you. All I want is for us to be together.
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Lines
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Posted:Apr 26, 2009 5:16 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2009 11:34 am
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Have you ever really stopped and listened to some of the lines in a song? I mean, for instance, the other day I am driving down the highway and a line from a song actually fit into my life. So I got to really listening and here are some that fit my life:
You don't have to call me darlin, darlin. You don't even call me by my name. 
You ain't seen love, you ain't seen nothin like me!
Wasted days, sleepless nights....
Sh can make a grown man cry...
Bring a smile to your face...
You will burn in Hell..liar, liar!
When I woke up this morning, wiped the sleep from eyes. I found a new day dawning, and suddenly I reallized....you were gone. Tell me I was dreaming. Tell me you didn't say goodbye.
I'm in a state of confusion.....if this is really happening just let me go back to sleep.
You want that body back you had at 17...
Why does the sun go on shining? Don't they know its the end of the world, cuz you don't love me anymore...
Shooting at the walls of heartbreak....
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 
You were everything I wanted, you were everything a boy could be. Then you left me brokenhearted, now you don't mean a thing to me. All I wanted was your love, love, love. Hate is a strong word but I really, really don't like you! 
We are young. Heartache to heartache we stand. No promises, no demands. Love is a battlefield!
I need ten thousands angels to walk the door.
Good girls go to heaven, but the bad girls are everywhere!?
I'd do anything for love, but I won't do that....
She can't help but wonder what she's doing wrong. Lately she'd try anything to a head. Would it make a difference if she'd said buy me a rose, call me from work. Open a door for me, what would it hurt. Show me you love me by the look in your eyes. These are the little things I need the most in my life. This is a story of you and me. Open a door to a heart that has been hurt.
If I should stay, I would only be in the your way. So i'll go but I know i'll think of you each step of the way. Bittersweet memories, that's all i'm taking with me. We both know that I am not what you need. I hope life treats you kind, I hope you have all you ever dreamed of. I wish you joy and happiness but above all of this I wish you love. I will always love you.
I'm down to hurting once a day. Once a day, all day long. Once a night, from dusk til dawn.
I'll keep you my dirty little secret. Who has to know?
Okay, so this is the knid of thing that happens when friends let friends listen to sad country songs or God forbid the teenagers music! But seriously, all of the above lines have a bit of truth in my life. And boy this is only a tip of a very large iceberg.
Okay now that that is off my mind, wonder what I can come up with next? Kinda scary huh?
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XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX TO YOU!
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