Life in the Nursery~

Welcome to my little corner of the world. Please feel free to come on in, slip off your clothes and stay for awhile.

What you will read here are just random thoughts, dreams, and fantasys......whatever I choose to write. This is my life.

I tend to write whatever is on my mind, so don't take anything on here personally. I am just being me. I don't write about anyone if you read something and it hits home, I seriously doubt it was about you. If it hurts your feelings I am sorry. Being open and honest is the way I am.

So come in and join me...., I have something special to show in the baby's nursery

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Posted:Aug 26, 2012 7:36 am
Last Updated:Aug 31, 2012 4:46 am

I'm planning a wedding.

Nothing big. Did that way back in '90. That was a fun ordeal! I'm a senior in hs, planning a wedding in the midst of finals and such!!!! And it wasn't a small affair either. Nope! Maid of Honor, 2 bridesmaids, jr bridesmaid, 2 candlelighters & a flower girl.

Now this time around its going to be a small intimate affair. K, myself, mini and the officiant. I mean that's all that's gonna be upfront. The wedding is going to be small. K's parents, his brothers/sisters-in-laws and his nephews. My "sister" Pony and her family, my close friend, and....yeah, no real family. My oldest wants to come in from Georgia. I want get here but she doesn't have the money or the time. So thinking on that.

The officiant is up in the air as well. Neither of us belong to a church home. Mini me suggested her pastor (lol, where her dad & grandfather go). I think its best if we go with someone else. Several people have thrown ideas out. One that several of my friends have mentioned, is a man from our local group. Nice guy. K isn't to keen on the idea, though! I think it's the idea of him from a sex group.

Only took a moment
Posted:Aug 26, 2012 7:23 am
Last Updated:Aug 31, 2012 4:46 am

It only took a moment.

I've met some people that within days, I felt like they'd been in my life for years. Pony, for example. We seemed to click. She took me (and my girls) under her wings and we became a family.

Ever have that? It's a nice feeling.

Yet at other times you know people for years, yet don't know them at all. It's intriguing.

There have been men I dated (some almost seemed like lived with!) that seems I hardly knew. Even my ex husband! I mean we were together a total of 22 years, and yet he hid his major secret the whole time. I never knew the real him.

The other day, mini me & I were talking about K. She pointed out that it seemed like he had been a major part of our life forever it seemed. I got to thinking and it does.

Life has a funny way of showing you things. Or at least that's the way it seems to me at the moment.
Posted:Aug 26, 2012 7:13 am
Last Updated:Aug 27, 2012 4:35 am

What is time? I mean when you really think about it, what is it?

As a time seems to drag. You ask your parent for something and they say "Just one minute, please." Well that "one minute" took forever. And waiting for summer to! But then it was all over in the blink of an eye!

Now, as an adult, time seems to fly. I look at my mini me and wonder what happened to little cherub? Here she is starting her freshman year of hs! And my oldest is going to be 22 in a few months! Where has the time gone?

Time- it is an amazing thing. It cannot be truly measured in one way or another to any one person.
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Posted:Aug 18, 2012 10:00 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2012 7:06 am

I'm frustrated! Too much on my mind.

I think I need to masturbate. I think I need to just scream.

I'm frustrated. No "real" reason.

Made plans for a "double date" of sorts for last night with friends, K & myself. At the last minute they had to cancel. I understand, because I've had to do that before myself. Had really been looking forward to seeing them.

Sometimes it seems like I open mouthy mouth and immediately insert my foot. Anyone else ever feel that way? Again, frustrating!

Right now I'm sitting on K's couch. Listening to him do his cardio on his Nordic trac. Hear the occasional roll of thunder. Watching Pretty in Pink.

I guess I'm just in a funk. A frustrated funk! I think I need a hug. I miss my friends.
Monday's aren't so bad anymore!
Posted:Aug 13, 2012 9:02 pm
Last Updated:Aug 27, 2012 6:36 pm
I am thinking I may like Mondays!

I mean if you think about it they start the week all fresh and new. A clean slate so to speak.

Today for example. Mini me and I had the chance to go see K. We were in the car (picking her up at school) and K texted to see if we were still coming over. I said of course. He said that he was probably not getting off at his usual time.

So, I am driving through the parking lot. And he texted again. And mini me read the text....and screamed. MOM....HE HAS A RING!!!

So here we are sitting in the car at an intersection of the campus. And mini me and I are both screaming!!!!

We did go to his house. He did get home later than normal. He kissed me hello. He hugged mini hello. He sat down on the couch with us....

And I said yes!

All mini me could do was keep repeating....."Mom, we're getting married." She also told me in the car that if I didn't say yes she was gonna punch me! She is excited.
Something big....maybe
Posted:Aug 12, 2012 7:37 pm
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2012 6:34 pm
There is something on my mind.

Ok, lots on my mind lately it seems.

I am in love. Plain and simple. I can honestly say...I have never felt this way towards any man. Even the ones that I pined for like Curl or the Jock.

K is wonderful. Mini me loves him. He listens to her jokes. He laughs. Not to make her feel good, but because he actully thinks she is funny. He adores her. He wants her to like him as a good man. So far in her life she hasn't seen alot of good examples... to be quite honest...Pony's Cowboy is her only really good example until now.

K can't believe the way mini's dad and grandparents treat her. Mini even made the comment that K would make a great dad. He would. He is scared of mini though....he thinks she will outsmart him....hell she outsmarts me all the time!!!!

This past week was nice, I guess. We celebrated K's bday last Mon. Mini made him a homemade card. On the card she told him how happy she was that he had come into our lives. It brought a tear to my eyes. She also got the chance to meet his parents. And she made it known to his mom how much she cares for K.

So....K is worried. He is worried about the apts that mini & I live in. He is worried especially because of all the drama with the van. He has already made it clear to me how much he loves me. He and mini have "talked". She has given him her blessing. So to speak...

I told him I was thinking of moving. He offered to move me into his house. We actually stayed there last Thurs night. He made up a bed across the hall for mini, moved things around. Put a night stand and a lamp in the spare room....just for her. So she would be comfortable. Mini...told him goodnight. And good morning. After he left for said she wants that kind of life...everyday. To have a "dad" around to take care of her. To ask her about her day. To take care of us. And to love us......
Posted:Aug 12, 2012 7:17 pm
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2021 8:50 am


Soon I will have the chance to stop stressing.

Soon I might have the chance to feel safe.

Soon I hopefully will be able to relax!

It seems like that is all that is going on lately. Stress over the now disappeared van. Stress over little odds and ends things.

But....there could be worse things.

I do have great friends. I have a wonderful mini me. I have a great guy in my life. I have a roof over my head. I have food in my stomach. I have a job. I have a running vehicle.

So, maybe all in is pretty good.
Posted:Aug 2, 2012 4:12 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2012 4:50 am
So school has now started. Now I do five days a week lunch/recess duty alone with kng (last year I did 3 days a week with 5th graders).

Busy as a one legged man in an ass kickin contest!

Spent the weekend with K. Came home Sunday evening to a surprise...









That's a BIG ooooopsss!
Posted:Jul 26, 2012 6:50 pm
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2012 7:16 pm

So I made a wee little boo-boo!It was purely by accident!

You see, K and I have been sending each other cheezy, stupid, cute even, pick up lines. I'll send one...and he will counter. All in fun.

Well, I started back to work yesterday. My summer break is now officially over . No biggie though, cuz I actually do like my job 95% of the time. Love the , most of the parents and quite a few of the staff at my school. Love my boss too!

So, I woke up like 2 hours before the alarm this morning. NOT GOOD! And figured i'd send K a pick up line to start his morning off with a giggle.

So this is what happened...."There must be a light switch on my forehead because every time I see you, you turn me on!"

No big deal right? sitting at work today, on my lunch break. Mini me and I are sitting at my circulation desk eating pb&j's and just chilling. Then I get a text from my oldest in GA.

"Dear God mother! Please no. Just No. Wrong person!!!! it would appear..

Now, granted, Mini me is about to choke to death on her pb&j! She is sending her big sister texts: So I hear you turn on!

Talk about mortified!:
But it was all TRUE!
Posted:Jul 24, 2012 7:33 am
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2012 6:35 pm
Ok, my blog got some of my friends a little........curious? Happy? Let's just say I got some interesting texts.

So to be honest and truthful. Everything on my clues list was true. It did happen. I hinted at it being more....but alas...No K & I did not run away to Vegas to get married.

So here's the rundown:

1.K did say he felt like doing something wild and crazy. So I did say we should elope to Vegas! (It would be wild and crazy!!!!)
2.I have always joked that the next (if ever) time I were to get married it would be by Elvis!
3.We did look at diamonds this weekend. At the mall, outlet mall, Wal-mart....I mean you can't walk by a window without admiring!
4.I was wearing a long dress on Fri night when we went out to dinner.
5.Mini me did squeal alot this weekend. Because the three of us went to a local amusement park. K got her on a roller coaster that she swore she would never EVER ride. Because he promised her he would hold her hand.

So, you see it was all true. I didn't lie. I may have led you on... but it was kinda fun!

Wild & Crazy
Posted:Jul 23, 2012 11:06 am
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2012 6:55 pm
Ever have one of those moments? The wild, crazy spur of the moment things?

Well that is what happened this weekend!

Sitting at a late evening dinner with K at a local Olive Garden when he turns to me and says...."I feel like doing something wild and crazy. With you. Any ideas?"

Well, quite a few "wild & crazy" thoughts went through this wee little blonde baby's head!

Sadly he didn't like my ideas too much!

I mean damn! What's wrong with going to the local tattoo parlor and having my name tattooed along his the length of his cock? Or going streaking over at the Governor's mansion? I mean where's your gumption boy?

So...we did decide to do something wild and crazy...

I'll give you a hint or two...see if you can guess what we did



Laying all the Cards on the TABLE!
Posted:Jul 16, 2012 8:10 am
Last Updated:Aug 11, 2012 7:22 am
17337 Views at what point in a relationship do you bare it all? Lay all your cards on the table? Tell all the deep dark secrets? Bare your soul so to speak?

This weekend I did just that. It was a little scary, quite honestly. I mean, could be taken to heart and they either accept you and love you more or....They decide that you truly are someone they want nothing to do with.

So my question to all you wonderful dirty boys & girls here in Blogland, USA is:

When is the best time to tell all? Or hell you get the point, right?
First date
Within the first month of seeing each other
When you become an "official" couple
The night before your wedding
Sometime within the first year
Are you serious? Ain't nobody digging up those bones!!!!!
Other...please comment
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Posted:Jul 16, 2012 8:02 am
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2012 6:36 am

Well sorry I wasn't on this weekend. I needed a bit of time. To come to the realization of my dr.'s appt, welcome K home and just relax.

Dr appt went well. I kinda decieved some people...for their own good in a way. A sweet friend who does more for others than herself offered to go with me although it was the dreaded Fri the 13th. But she had already had a long I told her to rest. Mini me assumed (so I let her think it was all covered) that the friend was going with me so she stayed home to get her chores done before going to her dad's (ok, reality...her grandparents).

The dr was very straight forward. He told me the last biopsy was benign. Asked if I still wanted to move forward with the surgery. Yep. So he asked when would be the best time. Well my longest period off would either be summer break (too late this year) or Christmas break. So, it is now scheduled for me to do pre-op mid Nov and schedule my surgery for the first week of Dec. Gonna be doing a lot of relaxing this Christmas break.

K was first scheduled to get home from his business trip on Sat. He rescheduled to get home Fri night. So, he told me his itenirary and I tracked him. He told me he was home, heading home (the last message I was already about 1/4 mile away!)

It was nice to fall into his arms. To have him hold me. To tell me he loved me. We spent Sat. having a late breakfast, then we decided to do a spontaneous trip to my hometown (just a suburb off the city). Showed him the old house, elem school, jr high and finally hs. Where I worked at the Catholic school....Then he wanted to just drive the main strip. And the further he drove...the closer he got to a haunted memory. I took him. We drove by. And drove by once more. It didn't feel so haunted anymore. Onward! Stopped and got him a haircut, then off to the local health food grocery store. I loved it...I would make a mmm sound and he would want to know if I wanted that. He so wants to take care of me. Ended up with a nice seedless watermelon . Homeward! Dropped off food then headed to the local Wally world to grab some grilling stuff.

It is nice. Nice to relax. No pressure. He is into me just the way I am. Not into me just for sex. He loves me. He likes Mini me too! And she adores him. And the really cool thing? He is into the same things...he loves to just reach across the car as we drive and touch me. Not sexual...we just are touching. (I am a HUGE affectionate person)


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