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Becoming a bottom  

Amberlloyd1040 72T
1 posts
4/5/2020 1:23 pm
Becoming a bottom


I really liked women. I still do. Everything about them. Especially their smell and taste. I ‘ve spent years pleasuring them, living between their thights and fucking them hard like a cowboy, riding them while they moaned. I liked feel them shudder and cry out. I loved sex, the intimacy and the friendships.
I sucked a man’s cock then began fucking ass for dope as a . I had think of girls and visualize them come. He called me ‘thumper’.
I said I wanted try everything. I believed in new experiences. He invited a friend over who forced himself on . I’d only been curious. I didn’t mean go all the way. May be if his cock hadn’t been so huge. Maybe if he’d not been so big and strong and rough. I’d begun this and he ended it. The pain was excruciating. Being held down unable get free. I cried and bled and have never been the same. I had go hospital after that.
I thought I could forget it and move on but I’d never be the same. I was change. I still loved women but I never could give them enough. Years would pass and they’d lose interest. I’d spend more time masturbating and other women would want me. I’d feel so guilty.
When I told my boss he got me drunk and<b> stoned </font></b>and said I forced him to fuck me. I felt trapped. I liked being used. I liked being dominated. He’d Fuck me eveywhere, whenever. I was his sissy sex slave and I didn’t want it. I liked women.
I’d begun wearing lingerie and anally stimulating myself. I concluded I was no good with women. Eventually I’d disappoint them. Men just wanted to use me. I liked to be use. I loved dressing up as a girl . I was becoming a tranny.. I’ began to dress up and go out. If a man wanted me I’d love to suck his cock or bend over in the park and let him pull down my panties and fuck my boy cunt.
I was terrified of disease. I didn’t worry about oral sex but a couple of times a condom broke and I was creampied. I loved feeling the cum leaking down my leg.
I fantasize about being barebacked and cum to tranny anal cream pie compilations.. I crave cock so bad at times. I want to savour the taste of sperm.
I once was dressed all in white blouse ad white skirt and white high heels when a man approached me on the street and asked me to come to a hotel with him. He wanted to fuck my throat. I deep throated him and loved the feeling of him orgasming. I tasted his sperm and felt its go down my throat. It was one of the best tastes in my life. He paid me. I always wanted to be a . I worked so hard and envied . I never thought I’d ever be any more than an amateur but here I was again being paid by men to be used. It made me feel so good and so naughty. I loved being around other women who had been paid for sex.
It was a right of passage like having my cherry broken. Losing my virginity had been so traumatic but now all I crave is coc
I have taken hormones. I’ve tried for months. I’m always au femme. I’ve travelled completely au femme for weeks at a time. I don’t pass. i just feel good expressing myself this way.
I like when men look at me and I know they’re interested. We’re a minority and then men who like transvestism are too.
I fantasize a lot about cock and going through with the change. I worry about disease but I really want to be a tranny bottom. I’m old now so opportunities don’t present themselves like they did when I was young.
I have friends but none who have been my lover. I’d like have a friend who wanted use as his bottom but who I could hang out with. I live lives and actually like both.
I feel like each time a man has filled me with sperm this other person has grown more in me. I worried about that a lot when I was younger. But now I just want be Fucked by men like I wanted fuck women when I was young. I just want the feeling of being sexually sated. I like pleasing men. I love giving them orgasms partly because women refused me. They were the gate keeper and I’m like this scab labour who wants serve men’s cocks. I may be reliving that first bloody time. I don’t know. Today I just like to be a tranny woman and serve men’s sexual needs. I hope that sexual need will be to fuck me and fill me with sperm.
I fantasize about being barebacked but I’ve put a condom on a man when I’ve been giving him head and he and I both need to experience anal . The last time was in a stall with him touching my nipples while he ploughed me from behind. I was pushed right up against the wall and loved feeling him pounding me from behind.
I’m kind of old to be a sissy. I’m pretty naughty. I’ve been a and a slut. I’m definitely a faggot. I really like to be a respectable discrete lady in the light. It’s the dark I don’t trust. I become so bad. I like being bad sexually as much as I try to avoid it. I fear the risk and loss of control. But I so want to be used.
Amberlloyd40

h9leanne 54T

4/25/2020 2:27 pm

Gosh Amber you make me SOOOOOO HORNY!!!


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