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The last few months have been a wild ride!  

Mikemike107015 53M  
108 posts
6/30/2019 9:38 am

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5/3/2021 3:14 pm

The last few months have been a wild ride!


I think I should be playing the lottery lately. Generally I don't waste on sort of thing because as the saying goes... If it weren't for bad luck I'd have no luck all! However for the last few months my losses and gains with people have resulted in least breaking even and dare I say... Perhaps even a net gain.
So...the losses started a few months ago. A woman I met in January seemed to be a good fit. I wrote the time I thought I had finally found a steady friend who was not interested in anything serious. It turned out to be nothing more than a one and done as she informed me she had become serious with a man. I generally don't have an issue with one time things but I thought were going to become fairly regular friends. No big deal but I felt a bit foolish for thinking way.
A much bigger loss happened around the end of April. A woman I had been talking to for almost a year got upset with me for being me and our "relationship" is now a thing of the past. I say it was a big loss because I had very strong feelings for this woman can only be described as love. Although love was something I was intentionally avoiding it just sort of developed beyond my control. Fortunately I had never met this woman in person as she lives very far away and quite honestly I believe if I had the opportunity to express my feelings for her physically then the loss would be even harder to bear. If anything it was a tough<b> lesson </font></b>and helped reinforce the fact I avoid serious relationships for good reason.
I also finally put an end to my acquaintance with my friend Stacey. Stacey was a girl I allowed to stay with me from time to time as she was sort of homeless. She unfortunately has an addiction to crack cocaine and her life is a disaster. She stays with her grandmother who lives just down the street from me. Many times she would come over just to get away from her grandmother for a bit. We had sex from time to time but it was absolutely nothing serious. Before I knew it Stacey was taking advantage of me. Can you give me a ride here, can you give me a ride there? Next thing I knew she had been staying over for like three weeks! Finally I had to level with her. I did not need someone pretty much moving in with me. She seemed to understand and left. Within a week she got all of her stuff out of my house. I was kind of miffed as she also took a painting she gave to me as a gift. Apparently she must have been salty about everything. Oh well...wasn't big of a deal as she was just a friend with serious issues. I knew I did the right thing. The shame is she could be a really great chick if she was free of her addiction. I've said this many times before and must say it again... I hate drugs and what happens to many good people who become addicted to them. It pains me to see it everyday. A couple weeks after I asked Stacey to leave I came home from work to discover my laptop and tablet missing. I'm quite sure it was her stole them and it made me feel quite foolish and shitty.
I also lost another woman who had become my closest friend. had many deep conversations. She knew everything about me and I knew everything about her. She was a beautiful sexy woman but I found I didn't have any romantic feelings for her. She jyst was too much of a friend. It was really great to have a confidante I could share everything with and not be judged. She informed me she would be gone for about a week and would be back with a different username. She was sort of starting over as some people had become too much for her to bear here. was three weeks ago and I've not seen her here since so I can only assume she's gone.
After these kinds of losses one would think it's time to sort of give up but I enjoy being persistent. And it seems my persistence has off.
The first good thing happened is I've become close to a woman who shops my store. For months sort of flirted and the mutual attraction had for each other was palpable. Finally I conjured up the nerve to pass her my number as I checked her out one day. About a week later she contacted me. She apologized for not texting me sooner and explained she is involved with a man she has been with for years. I told her I understand and I'm not into breaking people up. I explained I gave her my number because I never see her in there with anyone and seemed to have a mutual attraction. She then began telling me how her relationship was not going well. I told her I have no problem just being her friend and do not wish to be a reason her relationship isn't working out. She appreciates my stand and likes me so agreed to just get to know me without expectations and go from there. She asked me out to see a band her friends husband plays in. I agreed to meet her there and had a great time. Turns out the band happened to be an AC/DC tribute band and I just happen to be a huge AC/DC fan. I had a great time and ended up singing a few verses here and there as the singer kept handing me the microphone. Nothing beyond a bit of hugging and touching occurred between us and I can tell she appreciates my being a gentleman. We talk back and forth a bit on the phone and it's been really nice. The only thing concerns me is my feeling as things progress with her she could easily be someone I become serious with but I'll cross bridge if it ever comes to and in the meantime just enjoy being her friend.
Also a few weeks ago I met someone here. Our chatting quickly progressed to meeting which is very unusual because so many games and I usually take it much slower. It turns out she lives only about a half from me. When first met hit it off and had chemistry which is so important. got down to business quickly. I've hooked up with her several times since and all I can say is she is insatiable!! Other than the fact she is a bit bigger than I normally prefer everything has been going great. After she puts her to bed she invites me over and she is so close I can visit her and be home in bed by :00. It's been fantastic and I really feel like I've hit the lottery with her. It's gotten to the point I've even had to blow off two couples I see from time to time. I don't mind seeing them but one lives about 30 miles away and the other always wants to hook up really late which I do not prefer.
So...when I think about it all I believe I have at least broke even and really feel I've come out ahead because of the girl right down the street!
Good luck and peace to all!
✌ Mike

Mikemike107015 53M  
136 posts
6/30/2019 9:39 am

Never give up. Put in the work and it will pay off!


Leegs2012 51M
96137 posts
7/7/2019 9:08 am

Very nice!!


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