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Spiritual dating site profile from a number of years back  

BeforeIcant 43M
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6/21/2018 9:11 pm
Spiritual dating site profile from a number of years back


The following is my profile from a Spiritual dating site a number of back when I thought/felt briefly that I may be ready to expose myself to vulnerability once again and seeking the one . I had it up for less than a month realizing this wasn't the case. It's a lengthy read for sure and fairly out there with pretentious overtones and lots of words many will find over the top and a possible turn off but I figured I'd post it here just the same in case anyone finds themselves interested in a little deeper insight.
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It's funny how over the we grow and change with time and life's experiences.

Myself... I have g thru more change than I care to put into words, but for a good portion of life I was your classic "Bad Boy", sadly missing the big picture. Spent another 10 squeezing myself into society's socially engineered little box of capitalism and consumerism... back to school making damn near perfect grades, then plunging into the corporate world, tie around my neck, a leash for a slumbering slave.

Then it happened, the red pill, the Awakening... like a bolt of noetic lightning clawing open my third eye and a whole new reality of Truth began unfolding all around me. The real journey began.

In the span of twelve short, yet laborious years I've experienced my own shifts in consciousness, so profound, it seemed near impossible to recognize the unconscious being from which these arose.

Freed from an unauthentic, mock life indicative of my programming. Navigated by some type of larval, low level autopilot; unknowingly bound with blinders of ignorance, pseudo-contemplation and material distraction.

Mindslave by design.

My transformations seem to have manifested in series of stages, or leaps for lack of a better term. Awakening to the dark side of our reality, along with life's trials and tribulations, have truly been my spiritual gold and catalyst. I gaze across this third dimensional plane with open and enlightened eyes... Life truly is a massive mystery.

I AM

Infinite Consciousness having a human experience; conscious of the whole and interconnectedness of all things through awareness.

A non-conformist, free-spirited seeker with an irrepressible mind.

Turned off the TV in 03... unplugged from the signal, the lies and conditioning; opening my eyes and mind for the first time to discover a vastly different reality from which I had been inculcated.

Free falling down the proverbial rabbit hole.

I am no longer a victim of the socialized programming most suffer from. Embracing my new understandings and outlook on life, I continually struggle to remain in this state of awareness and gratitude, free from judgment, with Love and compassion as my guide.

As a result of this awakening, I still find myself a near manic existentialist and autodidact at times; spending much of my down time immersed in study and contemplation... ontological and epistemological questions; pondering the nature of coniousness and reality. Exploring areas like the holographic mind/universe, unified field and quantum theory, theology, occult and esoteric teachings, shamanism, sacred geometry, metaphysics, alchemy, Hermetic philosophy; hell any philosophy for that matter.

I'm seeking, I want to know.

Most of the time I feel as though I'm an alien... stumbling around, spilling glossolalia into a sea of souls with no understanding of what lies beyond the veil and the limit of the senses.

"To go against the dominant thinking of your friends, of most of the people you see every day, is perhaps the most difficult act of heroism you can perform."~Theodore H. White

I will continue marching to my own beat, as the acoustical driving becomes louder and more complex.

"Know Thyself"

Describe the type of person you'd like to meet:

Whoo Hoo! Now that I've satisfied my pretentious urge with grandiose verbosity in discription ;o)

Seems as though I've become increasingly more introverted over the years. I suppose it's mostly due to having less and less in common with those around me as I grow and evolve. I'm able to blend into just about any social situation, have traveled in many different circles, make friends easily, able to carry conversation on most topics and humble enough to sit quietly and listen when there's something new to learn or when considering another's differing point of view; though I find myself loathing mindless small talk and gossip. I'd rather discuss ideas, philosophical thought, or the beauty of the Divine expression surrounding us at any given moment, in which case, more could be said in a few quiet moments of observation than articulated in words.

I guess what I'm saying is, I'm only truly comfortable surrounded by my own... Hippies, Indigo, Crystal and Rainbow , Pagans, intellectuals, political activists, tree hugging environmentalists, Truth seekers and straight up freaks. Any stimulation beyond the walking dead and brainwashed sheep.

I don't eat animals and let spiders and bugs safely out of the house. I strive to do no harm, which includes being aware and mindful of the feelings and emotions of those around me.

I long for a sustainable, organic life surrounded by a community of loving and intentionally living souls.

Yoga, meditation, shamanic journeys, nature, dark nights bright fires, thunderstorms, books, deep conversations... someone to share with.

I'd love to meet another Awakened soul learning to dance within this waking dream; passionately committed to growth; mentally, physically, emotionally and Spiritually... I'm not concerned with where she is along her path, only that she has begun the journey and is putting one foot in front of the other.

Someone who understands life is more about manifesting beautiful experiences and growth than feeding the ego with worthless wealth and possessions. Travel with packs on our backs, different cultures, quiet solitude on a mountain side, meditating in the deepest forest, drum circles on the beach, burning man in the desert, visiting intentional and spiritual communities, Ayahuaa journeys in the amazon... a quest to find the other.

Someone who would rather plant roots off grid, manifest a sustainable organic life with the most important things in life, family, friends and like minded community.

an intentional community/Spiritual retreat with a wide range of healing modalities and<b> education </font></b>for the outside world would be a lovely goal

In the mean time, simply someone to hold my hand and balance us along our path of growth and manifesting, with the occasional spinning vertigo as we dance.

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