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ONE MAN'S JOURNEY - Part 17  

jacker_wild 89M  
29 posts
6/21/2021 8:15 am
ONE MAN'S JOURNEY - Part 17


SORRY..... WORDS KEEP DISAPPEARING FROM MY POSTS. I EDIT AND PUT THEM BACK AND NEXT THEY OR DIFFERENT WORDS DISAPPEAR........
Heated Affairs tells me they can't find the problem. As usual, I have to fix it myself!!!!!!

It was now 13 years since “Mr X” had introduced me to male/male sex, and I still occasionally think of how he enticed me to love him, and then unceremoniously and callously dumped me.
As I had mentioned in a previous Part, “time wounds all heels”! Sometimes you want to laugh at how karma kicks somebody’s ass, and sometimes you want to cry. Where “Mr X” and “Blondy” were concerned, my feelings were now numb.

I had already recounted that when “Blondy” moved in with “Mr X” he put “her” through college at his expense. He also paid all the monthly expenses. Oh, don’t bleed all over………..he was pretty well fixed, being a broker on Wall Street. But “Blondy” turned out to be a real bitch. When “Mr X” bought a beautiful house, he was foolish enough to put “Blondy” on the deed as co owner. A couple of years later, as a college graduate, “Blondy” decided to leave “Mr X” and then sue him for “her” half of the house. That took the balls that “Blondy” never wanted.

Moving ahead to the early 80s, the “cosmic switchboard” friend of mine, brought me sad news one day. Well I say “sad”, but I actually felt nothing over this. It seems that “Blondy” had contracted HIV and was in the hospital. Back at the start of those infections, anybody diagnosed with AIDS had an extremely short life expectancy. As it turned out, “Blondy” was one of the earliest victims and succumbed shortly after the infection was diagnosed. In any case, “she” died rich with the money she “stole” from “Mr X”.

As I mentioned, it was now the early 80’s and there was lots of fear among the gay, bi, and even “str8” communities. But mostly it was fear, and not caution. Guys continued barebacking and the famous NY Baths were shut down because they seemed to be the major cause of infections in NY. I personally knew about 5 hot young guys who died, because they frequented the baths and often got fucked bareback by 3 or 4 different guys in one night. If that’s not an invitation to an early death, I couldn’t describe a better one, except maybe driving 80mph off a cliff.

At this time, I still had been barebacking my young teller friend………… we’ll call him “F”, and I was getting a bit concerned. No longer was I barebacking anyone, except him, since I had broken his cherry and he seemed committed to me. Nevertheless, I was still concerned and stopped fucking him bareback. As it turned out, he had already started seeing a guy his own age (I found out accidentally) so I would have been ancient history in a very short time. All sex between us stopped instantly!

Now life took a big turn, not just for me, but for everybody. Nobody that I knew was barebacking any longer, and for good reason. Actually, so many guys stopped fucking altogether in favor of oral sex. Now I know what the medical profession said then………… that oral sex was still dangerous…………. But it was proven that semen containing hiv virus was not as dangerous orally as anally. Something to do with stomach acid destroying the virus. Nevertheless, I wanted no part of this. Actually, I had only caught a guy’s load one time…………… with my second experience, and I hated it. Never did it again, so from that aspect, I was totally safe.

I continued seeing my buddy with the “ cock” and was happy that I never got fucked, because trying to get his cockhead into my mouth was enough of a job, let alone getting it in my ass. No chance of that happening then or now………. Since I never had the slightest curiosity or desire to get fucked.

I felt safe with him, because his only partner was much older than him and certainly didn’t go out to clubs and looking for sex with anyone out there. And my friend also wasn’t playing around outside, because his work schedule had gotten heavy and he was also keeping house for his older lover. He was the one who often initiated a visit from me, because he had been horny for two weeks. He and I never fucked, but just were content with oral sex.

All this time I was keeping in touch with my former employer in the Graphic Communications Company. All of the guys were still there, including “J” and “B” and I got the sad news that my former boss, the man who was my inspiration there, had suffered a major coronary and passed away. I took that kind of hard because he was one of the few men in my life who liked me for who I was, not what he could get from me. We had always been honest with each other, and respected each other’s abilities. He was definitely someone to be missed.
Next time I’ll tell you about my new accounts………………

HGMDale 72M  
82 posts
8/21/2021 5:58 am

Yea those were scary times. I know it changed my attitude about what I would do. So much sadness in the beginnning.


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