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Blogs > secret_lade > Ramblings of the depraved.....

Feeling a little blue today.  

secret_lade 49F
14389 posts
8/29/2016 1:19 am
Feeling a little blue today.

My grandmother who raised me would have been 84 on the 27th.

I miss her every day.

She died of cancer when I was 20, I have never really been the same since. Anyone who has lost a parent knows this sorrow. They build you up when you are feeling down, they bring you happiness when you are sad, they are the backbone when you are weak....

She CHOSE to do this for me when my own parents chose not to.

I know you are probably thinking this is the reason why I'm feeling depressed today, but it is not.

I feel depressed because my dad's birthday was on the 28th. My dad who is still alive and well..... My dad who has not been a part of my life since I was 9 years old. When I was a I would cry because he left my brother and I with our crazy mother and wished often that he would come save us.

I'm sure you can guess he never did.

I take comfort in the fact that today is a new day, and I can put those thoughts behind me.

scott6250 61M

8/29/2016 1:20 pm

 That is so sad my dear. I certainly hope that you can put those thoughts in the rearview mirror. Have a good rest of the day.
"Sweet, steamy, sensuous kisses light the bright fires of passionate lust within us." scott6250


secret_lade replies on 8/29/2016 5:23 pm:
I don't really think about it very often. It's hard not to on their birthdays, though.

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