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Waiting in Line
Waiting in Line This post is directed to the ladies out there that experience the "waiting in line" like some of us do at times. I want to know how it makes you feel when you KNOW someone that you have been with passionately on a regular basis is chatting, camming, skyping and possibly seeing others at the same time? I have learned over the years to protect my heart over this and just enjoy the physical time spent. I don't dwell on the fact that "will he or won't he contact me again if he finds something better?" If I see him online anywhere...Yahoo, Face Book or here on Heated Affairs I simply sign off. I do not and will NOT wait or beg. I don't contact him at all because there are other reasons behind that. But, when I do hear from him I will usually respond depending on the length of time since his last message. This is the usual M O with most men on this site; they have egos to protect and I get it. If I continue to be a low priority on one's list then I have my reasons for saying yes to him when I do. It's my choice but I am not sure for how long this will go on....One day I will have to put the brakes on. However, on the flip side of this, I like that I get to choose IF and WHEN we will be together when it fits his schedule. There are times when I say NO; not often but it does happen. I am certainly NOT desperate, but when the passion, chemistry and sex is so good it is difficult to not say yes. But my walls are up and I am guarded in my heart. I have experienced a broken heart too many times to mention and I refuse to allow it to happen again. So until that great love of my life finds me again (I know he will too) and whisks me away on that white I will enjoy without standing in any lines! I am having some nice conversations on another "vanilla" site so there is hope for me. I just remain patient while enjoying my passionate high sex drive!! What about some of you Ladies? Ever experienced this? {=} {=} KCClaire0923 |
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Yes, and all I can say about a broken heart is that I am that much more open and aware of who I truly am and what I truly feel, with love and compassion and appreciation for the depth of love that I have now more resilience to give. The more love I can be, the more there is in the world. It can be searing. It is self-revelatory. My own star brightens. It polishes me in becoming more.
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sweetheart, your a very sexy, beautiful and very desirable woman that needs a man and needs him to your only love. I understand all that but sweetie, times are a changin and with due respect a fuck site is not the place for a hot woman like yourself to find a man like that. This site your gonna find men like me that are married and horny as hell that wants to fuck your brains out. you have a vantastic body and awesome cleavage and tits. Try going to a site that does not promote sex and fucking and swingers and a site that is looking and made for a woman like you. Unless you want to get fucked in that case, I along with thousands of other men are here to help you. and if you want to chat, I am always here.. xoxox
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This post is directed to the ladies out there that experience the "waiting in line" like some of us do at times. I want to know how it makes you feel when you KNOW someone that you have been with passionately on a regular basis is chatting, camming, skyping and possibly seeing others at the same time? There are two possible scenarios. In the first scenarios, if he and I have agreed upon a monogamous arrangement, then I'll know we need to either renegotiate it or end things. If I can't trust a man not to violate an agreement we've made, I don't need him cluttering up my life. If we haven't explicitly agreed to only see each other, I don't really care because it's none of my business. He's got a life that I'm a part of, I've got a life that he's a part of. We both have jobs, hobbies, and yes, other people, who fill up the other spaces in our lives. I'm glad he's not sitting around waiting for me. and if he thinks he can find someone who can offer him more than I can, oh well, there's always another bus waiting right around the corner.
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