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Guess I’ll have to try plan B  

partygald 41F
3082 posts
1/25/2022 9:20 pm

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1/27/2022 3:59 am

Guess I’ll have to try plan B


I’ve been trying to stay clear of Rene and any of the guys I’ve been seeing semi regularly since the past post. That’s…almost a week. 🤪. Someone called me a sex addict lately and it’s been giving me a complex. Like a real complex. To be honest, I’ve kinda come to terms with it being almost true. (Not gonna admit it fully. Yet. ). But anyhow, I was saying - I’ve been trying to stay dick free this past week. Let’s leave that there for a second. I’ll come back to that

I’ve been stressing big time in the past week. First up, I’m traveling back to Bali end of the first week of Feb, leaving me one more week here. That’s one week to tie down everything before I go. It’s a fucking logistical nightmare. Then, I’m also contemplating a job offer. Not being able to decide on that yet, I’m also dealing with the current job, which is smack middle of budget discussion. I’m in the process of validating the budget I had asked for last year. Hang on, didn’t I already go through that last year? Of fucking course I did. We ALL did. But hey, who’s to say this bureaucratic corporate bullshit is all a waste of time? Uh-uh, not me. As if we don’t all already have too many hoops to jump through.

And then there’s Rene. We all knew this day would come. I told him early this week and he’s clearly not happy. On one hand he knows there really nothing we can do about it. It is what it is, as the saying goes. I think I’ve been trying to wean off Rene, or weaning myself off him. Both ways, I think. That’s why I’ve been hesitating to meet him this past few days. That’s one half of it. The other half of it was spurred on by me bumping into JA.

JA is a guy I met at Mr Greek’s restaurant while back. Mr Greek was a fwb at the time, and while waiting, JA took my number and I ended up having a thing with him very briefly. We fucked on more than one occasion in his home, on his bed when his wife was out. That was admittedly, sooo wrong, but at the same time, was such a turn on. That bit him in the ass cos his wife found out. I suppose it’s never surprising. These things usually get found out. But anyhow. It got ugly and we ended our fling there and then. He started texting me last weekend and I’ve been ignoring him. I don’t have the capacity to deal with one more person at this time and frankly, I think it’d be best if I didn’t indulge him in whatever he wants with me. To be fair he could just want to talk but uh…quite highly unlikely. 😇

Bumping into JA kinda reminded me how bad things can get, although it’s a completely different situation between Rene and I. So anyhow, I managed all of….3 days keeping myself free from dicks.

I got up early this morning feeing all…pent up. Like I jumped outta bed about 4.30am. I’d normally just go back to bed but for whatever reason, I was super wound up. So I decided I’d go for a run. That usually helps. I shower, change, throw on my running shoes and was on the streets in 15mins. Then at 5am, barely a few mins into my run, I get a text from Rene, asking if I wanted to hit the gym with him in the evening. I replied, telling him I’m already on my run. His immediate reply was to ask if I wanted to run over to his place. He’d throw in breakfast and coffee. I was contemplating the offer, so my reply was just slightly delayed. He didn’t wait, and told me he missed our “koala time”, and he really wanted to bounce me off his dick. He then added, that I could scream as much as I wanted. That sweet talker. Lol

It was all that lent up energy, and general horny-ness, I’ll admit; I turned back, ran back up, grabbed my things and got a cab over before it was even 5.30am.

Soooo…yeah. I DID bounce on his dick, all morning, in fact. I didn’t scream though. Somehow when he told me I could, it didn’t feel like I wanted to. I did also scratch him quite badly though. I think i was a little too aggressive. It’s all that pent up energy, I tell ya. I’ll tell ya something else, I’m really, really gonna miss hanging off his dick, holding on to his neck or those broad shoulder of his. I don’t know what happened between him and his soon to be ex wife, I mean, a LOT can happen between two people, but I’ll bet my left asscheek it wasn’t the sex, cos that frenchy can fuck! Lol So yeah, my…”refrain from dick” plan didn’t go too well. But uh…I sure as hell emptied his balls out this morning. 😊

Maybe…umm…I should check if they were really emptied out. I mean, I tried staying away….didn’t seem to work so…wonder if he’s got dinner plans 😊. Might as well enjoy it while it lasts.

partygald 41F
1963 posts
1/25/2022 9:21 pm

I’ve been trying to stay clear of Rene and any of the guys I’ve been seeing semi regularly since the past post. That’s…almost a week. 🤪. Someone called me a sex addict lately and it’s been giving me a complex. Like a real complex. To be honest, I’ve kinda come to terms with it being almost true. (Not gonna admit it fully. Yet. ). But anyhow, I was saying - I’ve been trying to stay dick free this past week. Let’s leave that there for a second. I’ll come back to that

I’ve been stressing big time in the past week. First up, I’m traveling back to Bali end of the first week of Feb, leaving me one more week here. That’s one week to tie down everything before I go. It’s a fucking logistical nightmare. Then, I’m also contemplating a job offer. Not being able to decide on that yet, I’m also dealing with the current job, which is smack middle of budget discussion. I’m in the process of validating the budget I had asked for last year. Hang on, didn’t I already go through that last year? Of fucking course I did. We ALL did. But hey, who’s to say this bureaucratic corporate bullshit is all a waste of time? Uh-uh, not me. As if we don’t all already have too many hoops to jump through.

And then there’s Rene. We all knew this day would come. I told him early this week and he’s clearly not happy. On one hand he knows there really nothing we can do about it. It is what it is, as the saying goes. I think I’ve been trying to wean off Rene, or weaning myself off him. Both ways, I think. That’s why I’ve been hesitating to meet him this past few days. That’s one half of it. The other half of it was spurred on by me bumping into JA.

JA is a guy I met at Mr Greek’s restaurant while back. Mr Greek was a fwb at the time, and while waiting, JA took my number and I ended up having a thing with him very briefly. We fucked on more than one occasion in his home, on his bed when his wife was out. That was admittedly, sooo wrong, but at the same time, was such a turn on. That bit him in the ass cos his wife found out. I suppose it’s never surprising. These things usually get found out. But anyhow. It got ugly and we ended our fling there and then. He started texting me last weekend and I’ve been ignoring him. I don’t have the capacity to deal with one more person at this time and frankly, I think it’d be best if I didn’t indulge him in whatever he wants with me. To be fair he could just want to talk but uh…quite highly unlikely. 😇

Bumping into JA kinda reminded me how bad things can get, although it’s a completely different situation between Rene and I. So anyhow, I managed all of….3 days keeping myself free from dicks.

I got up early this morning feeing all…pent up. Like I jumped outta bed about 4.30am. I’d normally just go back to bed but for whatever reason, I was super wound up. So I decided I’d go for a run. That usually helps. I shower, change, throw on my running shoes and was on the streets in 15mins. Then at 5am, barely a few mins into my run, I get a text from Rene, asking if I wanted to hit the gym with him in the evening. I replied, telling him I’m already on my run. His immediate reply was to ask if I wanted to run over to his place. He’d throw in breakfast and coffee. I was contemplating the offer, so my reply was just slightly delayed. He didn’t wait, and told me he missed our “koala time”, and he really wanted to bounce me off his dick. He then added, that I could scream as much as I wanted. That sweet talker. Lol

It was all that lent up energy, and general horny-ness, I’ll admit; I turned back, ran back up, grabbed my things and got a cab over before it was even 5.30am.

Soooo…yeah. I DID bounce on his dick, all morning, in fact. I didn’t scream though. Somehow when he told me I could, it didn’t feel like I wanted to. I did also scratch him quite badly though. I think i was a little too aggressive. It’s all that pent up energy, I tell ya. I’ll tell ya something else, I’m really, really gonna miss hanging off his dick, holding on to his neck or those broad shoulder of his. I don’t know what happened between him and his soon to be ex wife, I mean, a LOT can happen between two people, but I’ll bet my left asscheek it wasn’t the sex, cos that frenchy can fuck! Lol So yeah, my…”refrain from dick” plan didn’t go too well. But uh…I sure as hell emptied his balls out this morning. 😊

Maybe…umm…I should check if they were really emptied out. I mean, I tried staying away….didn’t seem to work so…wonder if he’s got dinner plans 😊. Might as well enjoy it while it lasts.


partygald 41F
1963 posts
1/25/2022 9:23 pm

Plan Balls! Plan B! Lol
Sorry… I just put the two together (holy crap!) lol
Okok…sorry for the bad puns. I am a little sleep deprived…


ClitLickB4DickU 65M  
1392 posts
1/26/2022 2:38 am

Sounds like things are Cuming to a Head (excuse my puns too LO in your life right now,. Best of luck with your return to Bali, the change of pace should enable you to get a bit of perspective........... I'm wondering if Rene is going to follow you to Bali at some point .


nsnguystill 71M
428 posts
1/26/2022 2:54 am

the good lord made sex addictive for a reason, but restricted it to married people. butt wait! you are married. therefore it is with g$d's blessings that you have a deep love for love.
therefore my dear go forward
gather all the seed you can amass.
allow the seed to flow down throat
fill your pussy till it overflows
and store the rest in that sexy ass
so it it is true, if you are addicted to sex, you can not fight g$d's will... but you can always use a good dick
bonne vie

there is a world of difference between insane and stupid


Looknfind18 71M  
4379 posts
1/26/2022 4:05 am

Sex addiction or not? I enjoy the stories anyway. Thank you


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